lady of Massachusetts, who was officiating as nurse
in one of the hospitals, came in to attend the sick
children. She reports that Mr. Lincoln watched
with her about the bedside of the sick ones, and that
he often walked the room, saying sadly: ’This
is the hardest trial of my life. Why is it?
Why is it?’ In the course of conversations with
her, he questioned her concerning her situation.
She told him she was a widow, and that her husband
and two children were in heaven; and added that she
saw the hand of God in it all, and that she had never
loved Him so much before as she had since her affliction.
’How is that brought about?’ inquired
Mr. Lincoln. ’Simply by trusting in God,
and feeling that He does all things well,’ she
replied. ’Did you submit fully under the
first loss?’ he asked. ‘No,’
she answered, ’not wholly; but as blow came
upon blow, and all were taken, I could and did submit,
and was very happy.’ He responded, ’I
am glad to hear you say that. Your experience
will help me to bear my afflictions.’ On
being assured that many Christians were praying for
him on the morning of the funeral, he wiped away the
tears that sprang in his eyes, and said, ’I am
glad to hear that. I want them to pray for me.
I need their prayers.’ As he was going
out to the burial, the good lady expressed her sympathy
with him. He thanked her gently, and said, ’I
will try to go to God with my sorrows.’
A few days afterward she asked him if he could trust
God. He replied, ’I think I can. I
will try. I wish I had that childlike faith you
speak of, and I trust He will give it to me.’
And then he spoke of his mother, whom so many years
before he had committed to the dust among the wilds
of Indiana. In this hour of his great trial, the
memory of her who had held him upon her bosom and
soothed his childish griefs came back to him with
tenderest recollections. ‘I remember her
prayers,’ said he, ’and they have always
followed me. They have clung to me all my life.’”
An interesting passage in the secret history of the
war at this period is narrated by one of the chief
actors, Mr. A.M. Ross, a distinguished ornithologist
of Canada, whose contribution embodies also so many
interesting details of Lincoln’s daily life that
it seems worth giving rather fully. A few months
after the inauguration of President Lincoln, Mr. Ross
received a letter from the Hon. Charles Sumner, requesting
him to come to Washington at his earliest convenience.
“The day after my arrival in Washington,”
says Mr. Ross, “I was introduced to the President.
Mr. Lincoln received me very cordially, and invited
me to dine with him. After dinner he led me to
a window, distant from the rest of the party, and
said: ’Mr. Sumner sent for you at my request;
we need a confidential person in Canada to look after
our interests, and keep us posted as to the schemes
of the Confederates in Canada. You have been
strongly recommended to me for the position. Your
mission shall be as confidential as you please; no