“I had retired to a back room for prayer,” writes Dr. Finney, “and there was no fire or light in the room; nevertheless it appeared to me as if it were perfectly light. As I went in and shut the door after me, it seemed as if I met the Lord Jesus Christ face to face. It did not occur to me then nor did it for some time afterwards, that it was wholly a mental state.
“On the contrary, it seemed to me a reality, that he stood before me and I fell down at his feet and poured out my soul to him. I wept aloud like a child and made such confessions as I could with choked utterance.
“It seemed to me that I bathed his feet with my tears, and yet I had no distinct impression that I touched him, that I recollect. As I turned and was about to take my seat, I received a mighty baptism of the Holy Ghost.
“Without any expectation, without even having the thought in my mind, that there was any such thing for me, without any recollection that I had ever heard the thing mentioned, by any person in the world, the Holy Spirit descended upon me in a manner that seemed to go through me body and soul.
“I could feel the impression like the waves of electricity going through me and through me. Indeed, it seemed to come in waves of liquid love. For I could not express it in any other way. It seemed like the very breath of God. I can recollect distinctly that it seemed to fan me like immense wings. No words can express the wonderful love that was shed abroad in my heart.
“I wept aloud with joy and love. These waves came over me, and over me, one after the other, until I recollect that I cried out, ’I shall die if these waves continue to pass over me.’ I said ’Lord, I cannot bear any more.’”
We will note, that although Dr. Finney says that he could not remember ever having heard the thing mentioned by any person, yet he felt “the baptism of the Holy Spirit.” It is practically impossible that Dr. Finney could have lived in an age and a community which was essentially strict in its Orthodoxy, without having heard of the phrase “baptism of the Holy Spirit,” even though the words had escaped his immediate recollection. However, the point that characterizes Dr. Finney’s experience, in common with all others, is that of seeing an intense light, and of the realization of the overwhelming force of love.
The relation of this experience to a creed or system of religion, is something which, we believe, may be accounted for, as Professor James has said, on the fact of “historical determination.”
Until very recently, the idea that spirituality was impossible save in connection with religious systems, and rigid discipline, has been quite general.
In the case of Dr. Finney, we find that all his life previous to this experience he had been noted for his simplicity and child-like trust. Following his Illumination we learn that he became a man of great influence, and power, because of “the wonderful humanity which he radiated.”