She presently rose from her seat, and looked about the blighted room for the means of writing.  There were non there, and she took from her pocket a yellow set of ivory tablets, mounted in tarnished gold, and wrote upon them with a pencil in a case of tarnished gold that hung from her neck.

“You are still on friendly terms with Mr. Jaggers?”

“Quite.  I dined with him yesterday.”

“This is an authority to him to pay you that money, to lay out at your irresponsible discretion for your friend.  I keep no money here; but if you would rather Mr. Jaggers knew nothing of the matter, I will send it to you.”

“Thank you, Miss Havisham; I have not the least objection to receiving it from him.”

She read me what she had written, and it was direct and clear, and evidently intended to absolve me from any suspicion of profiting by the receipt of the money.  I took the tablets from her hand, and it trembled again, and it trembled more as she took off the chain to which the pencil was attached, and put it in mine.  All this she did, without looking at me.

“My name is on the first leaf.  If you can ever write under my name, “I forgive her,” though ever so long after my broken heart is dust - pray do it!”

“O Miss Havisham,” said I, “I can do it now.  There have been sore mistakes; and my life has been a blind and thankless one; and I want forgiveness and direction far too much, to be bitter with you.”

She turned her face to me for the first time since she had averted it, and, to my amazement, I may even add to my terror, dropped on her knees at my feet; with her folded hands raised to me in the manner in which, when her poor heart was young and fresh and whole, they must often have been raised to heaven from her mother’s side.

To see her with her white hair and her worn face kneeling at my feet, gave me a shock through all my frame.  I entreated her to rise, and got my arms about her to help her up; but she only pressed that hand of mine which was nearest to her grasp, and hung her head over it and wept.  I had never seen her shed a tear before, and, in the hope that the relief might do her good, I bent over her without speaking.  She was not kneeling now, but was down upon the ground.

“O!” she cried, despairingly.  “What have I done!  What have I done!”

“If you mean, Miss Havisham, what have you done to injure me, let me answer.  Very little.  I should have loved her under any circumstances. — Is she married?”

“Yes.”

It was a needless question, for a new desolation in the desolate house had told me so.

“What have I done!  What have I done!” She wrung her hands, and crushed her white hair, and returned to this cry over and over again.  “What have I done!”