day of their acquaintance. There was something
compact and immovable about Flossie. In those
five years he had never known her change or modify
an opinion of people or of things. And yet Flossie
was not stupid, or if she were her stupidity was a
force; it had an invincible impetus and sweep, dragging
the dead weight of character behind it. It was
beginning to terrify him. In fact he was becoming
painfully sensitive to everything she said or did.
Her little tongue was neither sharp nor hard, and
yet it hurt him every time it spoke. It did not
always speak good grammar. Sometimes, in moments
of flurry or excitement, an aspirate miscarried.
Happily those moments were rare; for at bottom Flossie’s
temperament was singularly calm. Remembering his
own past lapses, he felt that he was the last person
to throw a stone at her; but that reflection did not
prevent a shudder from going down his back every time
it happened. And if her speech remained irreproachable,
the offending strain ran through all her movements.
He disliked the way she walked, and the way she sat
down, the way she spread her skirts or gathered them,
the way she carried her body and turned her head, the
way her black eyes provoked a stare and then resented
it, her changes of posture under observation, the
perpetual movement of her hands that were always settling
and resettling her hat, her hair, her veil; all the
blushings and bridlings, the pruderies and impertinences
of the pretty woman of her class, he disliked them
all. He more than disliked, he distrusted her
air of over-strained propriety. He detected in
it the first note of falseness in her character.
In a thousand little things her instincts, her perceptions
were at fault.
This was disagreeably borne in upon him that first
Saturday after Lucia’s arrival, when he and
Flossie were in the train going down to Ealing.
The compartment was packed with City men (how he wished
Flossie would turn her head and not her eyes if she
must look at them!); and as they got in at Earl’s
Court, one of them, a polite person, gave up his seat
to the lady. Flossie turned an unseeing eye on
the polite person, and took his seat with a superb
pretence of having found it herself after much search.
And when Rickman said “Thanks” to the
polite person her indignant glance informed him that
she had expected support in her policy of repudiation.
“My dear Beaver,” he said as he helped
her on to the platform at Ealing, “when you
take another person’s seat the least you can
do is to say Thank you.”
“I never speak to gentlemen in trains
and buses. That’s the way they always begin.”
“Good Heavens, the poor man was only being civil.”
“Thank you. I’ve gone about enough
to know what ’is kind of civility means.
I wasn’t going to lay myself open to impertinence.”
“I should have thought you’d gone about
enough to know the difference.”
Flossie said nothing. She was furious with him
for his failure to defend her from the insulting advances
of the City gentleman. But perhaps she would
hardly have taken it so seriously, if it had not been
significant to her of a still more intolerable desertion.
Ada Bishop had said something to her just before they
started, something that had been almost too much even
for Flossie’s complacency.