you a prodigy of learning because you can read the
Bible, and she has not the faintest idea how such
skill can be acquired. She gives you her whole
heart, full of the blind confidence of a first love.
The divine spark, which kindles aspirations for freedom
in the human soul, has been glowing more and more
brightly since you have emerged from boyhood, and
now her glances kindle it into a flame. For her
dear sake, you long to be a free man, with power to
protect her from the degrading incidents of a slave-girl’s
life. Wages acquire new value in your eyes, from
a wish to supply her with comforts, and enhance her
beauty by becoming dress. For her sake, you are
ambitious to acquire skill in the carpenter’s
trade, to which your, master-brother has applied you
as the best investment of his human capital.
It is true, he takes all your wages; but then, by acquiring
uncommon facility, you hope to accomplish your daily
tasks in shorter time, and thus obtain some extra
hours to do jobs for yourself. These you can
eke out by working late into the night, and rising
when the day dawns. Thus you calculate to be able
in time to buy the use of your own limbs. Poor
fellow! Your intelligence and industry prove
a misfortune. They charge twice as much for the
machine of your body on account of the soul-power which
moves it. Your master-brother tells you that
you would bring eighteen hundred dollars in the market.
It is a large sum. Almost hopeless seems the
prospect of earning it, at such odd hours as you can
catch when the hard day’s task is done.
But you look at Amy, and are inspired with faith to
remove mountains. Your master-brother graciously
consents to receive payment by instalments. These
prove a convenient addition to the whole of your wages.
They will enable him to buy a new race horse, and
increase his stock of choice wines. While he sleeps
off drunkenness, you are toiling for him, with the
blessed prospect of freedom far ahead, but burning
brightly in the distance, like a Drummond Light, guiding
the watchful mariner over a midnight sea.
When you have paid five hundred dollars of the required
sum, your lonely heart so longs for the comforts of
a home, that you can wait no longer. You marry
Amy, with the resolution of buying her also, and removing
to those Free States, about which you have often talked
together, as invalids discourse of heaven. Amy
is a member of the church, and it is a great point
with her to be married by a minister. Her master
and mistress make no objection, knowing that after
the ceremony, she will remain an article of property,
the same as ever. Now come happy months, during
which you almost forget that you are a slave, and
that it must be a weary long while before you can
earn enough to buy yourself and your dear one, in addition
to supporting your dissipated master. But you
toil bravely on, and soon pay another hundred dollars
toward your ransom. The Drummond Light of Freedom
burns brighter in the diminished distance.