like the adder, would in all probability sting, and
he therefore shrank from its trail, but without any
feeling of special resentment. The one had a
poisoned tongue as the other had a poisoned fang,
and it was well to leave them both alone. Then
had come that sudden fury of rage against all humanity,
as he went out of Caermaen carrying the book that
had been stolen from him by the enterprising Beit.
He shuddered as he though of how nearly he had approached
the verge of madness, when his eyes filled with blood
and the earth seemed to burn with fire. He remembered
how he had looked up to the horizon and the sky was
blotched with scarlet; and the earth was deep red,
with red woods and red fields. There was something
of horror in the memory, and in the vision of that
wild night walk through dim country, when every shadow
seemed a symbol of some terrible impending doom.
The murmur of the brook, the wind shrilling through
the wood, the pale light flowing from the moldered
trunks, and the picture of his own figure fleeing and
fleeting through the shades; all these seemed unhappy
things that told a story in fatal hieroglyphics.
And then the life and laws of the sunlight had passed
away, and the resurrection and kingdom of the dead
began. Though his limbs were weary, he had felt
his muscles grow strong as steel; a woman, one of
the hated race, was beside him in the darkness, and
the wild beast woke within him, ravening for blood
and brutal lust; all the raging desires of the dim
race from which he came assailed his heart. The
ghosts issued out from the weird wood and from the
caves in the hills, besieging him, as he had imagined
the spiritual legion besieging Caermaen, beckoning
him to a hideous battle and a victory that he had
never imagined in his wildest dreams. And then
out of the darkness the kind voice spoke again, and
the kind hand was stretched out to draw him up from
the pit. It was sweet to think of that which he
had found at last; the boy’s picture incarnate,
all the passion and compassion of his longing, all
the pity and love and consolation. She, that beautiful
passionate woman offering up her beauty in sacrifice
to him, she was worthy indeed of his worship.
He remembered how his tears had fallen upon her breast,
and how tenderly she had soothed him, whispering those
wonderful unknown words that sang to his heart.
And she had made herself defenseless before him, caressing
and fondling the body that had been so despised.
He exulted in the happy thought that he had knelt down
on the ground before her, and had embraced her knees
and worshipped. The woman’s body had become
his religion; he lay awake at night looking into the
darkness with hungry eyes; wishing for a miracle, that
the appearance of the so-desired form might be shaped
before him. And when he was alone in quiet places
in the wood, he fell down again on his knees, and even
on his face, stretching out vain hands in the air,
as if they would feel her flesh. His father noticed