contrary, I was glad to hear them. They would
make the people in the house indifferent to sounds.
But at last it seems as if everything were quiet.
Only the pendulum of an old clock ticks loudly and
solemnly in the dining-room: one can hear the
heavy, long-drawn, even breathing of the sleepers.
I am just going to get up when something buzzes in
my ears: suddenly there is a creaking sound, and
something soft falls, and the sound spreads itself
in waves along the walls of the room. Or was
it nothing, after all, but fancy? At last it has
all died away, and the darkness and churchyard stillness
of night descend. Now is the time! Cold
with anticipation, I throw off the bed-clothes, let
my feet glide down to the floor, stand up: one
step—a second—I creep along;
the soles of my feet don’t seem to belong to
me; they are heavy and my steps are weak and uncertain.
Stop! what is that noise? Is it some one filing,
scraping or snoring? I listen with a feeling as
if ants were running over my cheeks, my eyes filling
with cold tears. It is nothing. I creep
along again. It is dark, but I know the way.
Suddenly I hit against a chair. What a racket!
and how it hurts! I hit just on my knee-pan.
I shall die here. Now will they wake up?
Well, let them! Boldness and crossness come to
my aid. Forward! Now I have passed through
the dining-room: I reach the door and shove it
open, but the confounded hinge creaks. Never
mind! Now I’m going up the stairs—one!
two! one! two! One step creaks beneath my tread:
I look down angrily, as if I could see it. Now
the second door! I seize the handle: it
does not rattle. It swings softly open. Thank
Heaven! I’m in the entry at last.
In the upper entry is a little window beneath the
roof. The faint light of the night-sky shines
through the dim panes, and by the uncertain light
I make out our maid-servant lying on a fur robe on
the floor, her tangled head supported by both hands.
She sleeps soundly, with light, quick breathing, and
just behind her head is the fatal door. I step
over the robe, over the girl. Who was it opened
the door? I don’t know, but I am in my aunt’s
room. There is the lamp in one corner and the
bed in the other, and my aunt in night-gown and cap
in bed with her face toward me. She is asleep;
she does not stir; even her breathing is inaudible.
The flame of the lamp wavers slightly with the fresh
draught, and the shadows dance through the whole room
and on my aunt’s yellow, waxen hair.
And there is the watch! It is hanging behind the bed in an embroidered watch-pocket on the wall. That’s lucky! I hesitate, but there is no use in delaying. But what are these—soft, quick footsteps behind me? Oh no, it is only my heart beating. I take a step forward. Heavens! Something round and quite large touches me just below the knee once and then again. I am on the point of crying out: I am near sinking to the ground with terror. A striped cat, our cat, stands before me with her back curved and her