After London eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 294 pages of information about After London.

After London eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 294 pages of information about After London.

The wind had risen high during the night, and now blew almost a gale, so that he saw he must abandon for the present his project of sailing out upon the open water.  The waves there would be too high for his canoe, which floated low in the water, and had but about six inches freeboard.  They would wash over and possibly swamp her.  Only two courses were open to him:  either to sail inside the islands under shelter of the land, or to remain where he was till the breeze moderated.  If he sailed inside the islands, following the northward course of the merchant vessel he had observed the previous evening, that would carry him past Eaststock, the eastern port of Sypolis, which city, itself inland, had two harbours, with the western of which (Weststock) it had communication by water.

Should he continue to sail on, he would soon reach that part of the northern continent which was occupied by the Irish outposts.  On the other hand, to follow the war-ship, east by south, would, he knew, bring him by the great city of Aisi, famous for its commerce, its riches, and the warlike disposition of its king, Isembard.  He was the acknowledged head of the forces of the League; but yet, with the inconsistency of the age, sometimes attacked other members of it.  His furious energy was always disturbing the world, and Felix had no doubt he was now at war with some one or other, and that the war-ship he had seen was on its way to assist him or his enemies.  One of the possibilities which had impelled him to this voyage was that of taking service with some king or commander, and so perhaps gradually rising himself to command.

Such adventures were very common, knights often setting forth upon such expeditions when dissatisfied with their own rulers, and they were usually much welcomed as an addition to the strength of the camp they sought.  But there was this difference:  that such knights carried with them some substantial recommendation, either numerous retainers well armed and accustomed to battle, considerable treasure, or at least a reputation for prowess in the field.  Felix had nothing to offer, and for nothing nothing is given.

The world does not recognise intrinsic worth, or potential genius.  Genius must accomplish some solid result before it is applauded and received.  The unknown architect may say:  “I have a design in my mind for an impregnable castle.”  But the world cannot see or appreciate the mere design.  If by any personal sacrifice of time, dignity, or self-respect the architect, after long years, can persuade someone to permit him to build the castle, to put his design into solid stone which squadrons may knock their heads against in vain, then he is acknowledged.  There is then a tangible result.

Felix was in the position of the architect.  He believed he had ideas, but he had nothing substantial, no result, to point to.  He had therefore but little hope of success, and his natural hauteur and pride revolted against making application for enrolment which must be accompanied with much personal humiliation, since at best he could but begin in the common ranks.  The very idea of asking was repugnant to him.  The thought of Aurora, however, drew him on.

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