Political questions were no longer convenient pegs
to hang pessimistic epigrams on, but became matters
of vital interest because they affected the moral
condition of the country in which the baby was to grow
up. Socialistic agitations, which a dispassionate
bachelor could afford to regard with philosophic indifference,
now presented themselves as diabolical plots to undermine
the baby’s happiness, and deprive her of whatever
earthly goods Providence might see fit to bestow upon
her, and so on,
ad infinitum. From a radical,
with revolutionary sympathies, my friend in the course
of a year blossomed out into a conservative Philistine
with a decided streak of optimism, and all for the
sake of the baby. It was very amusing to listen
to his solemn consultations with the nurse every morning
before he betook himself to the office, and to watch
the lively, almost child-like interest with which,
on returning in the evening, he listened to her long-winded
report of the baby’s wonderful doings during
the day. On Sundays, when he always spent the
whole afternoon at home, I often surprised him in the
most undignified attitudes, creeping about on the
floor with the little girl riding on his back, or
stretched out full length with his head in her lap,
while she was gracious enough to interest herself
in his hair, and even laughed and cooed with much
inarticulate contentment. At such times, when,
perhaps, through the disordered locks, I caught a glimpse
of a beaming happy face (for my visits were never
of sufficient account to interfere with baby’s
pleasures), I would pay my respectful tribute to the
baby, acknowledging that she possessed a power, the
secret of which I did not know.
But in spite of all this, I did not fail to detect
that Storm’s life was not even now without its
sorrow. At our luncheons, I often saw a sad and
thoughtful gloom settling upon his features; it was
no longer the bitter reviling grief of former years,
but a deep and mellow sadness, a regretful dwelling
on mental images which were hard to contemplate and
harder still to banish.
“Do you know,” he exclaimed once, as he
felt that I had divined his thoughts, “her face
haunts me night and day! I feel as if my happiness
in possessing the child were a daily robbery from her.
I have continued my search for her up to this hour,
but I have found no trace of her. Perhaps if
you will help me, I shall not always be seeking in
vain.”
I gave him my hand silently across the table; he shook
it heartily, and we parted.
It was about a month after this occurrence that I
happened to be sitting on one of the benches near
the entrance to Central Park. That restless spring
feeling which always attacks me somewhat prematurely
with the early May sunshine, had beguiled me into taking
a holiday, and with a book, which had been sent me
for review, lying open upon my knees, I was watching
the occupants of the baby carriages which were being
wheeled up and down on the pavement in front of me.