It grew cool and darker.  Holmes left the phaeton before they entered town, and turned back.  He was going to see this Margaret Howth, tell her what he was going to do.  Because he was going to leave a clean record.  No one should accuse him of want of honor.  This girl alone of all living beings had a right to see him as he stood, justified to himself.  Why she had this right, I do not think he answered to himself.  Besides, he must see her, if only on business.  She must keep her place at the mill:  he would not begin his new life by an act of injustice, taking the bread out of Margaret’s mouth. Little Margaret! He stopped suddenly, looking down into a deep pool of water by the road-side.  What madness of weariness crossed his brain just then I do not know.  He shook it off.  Was he mad?  Life was worth more to him than to other men, he thought; and perhaps he was right.  He went slowly through the cool dusk, looking across the fields, up at the pale, frightened face of the moon hooded in clouds:  he did not dare to look, with all his iron nerve, at the dark figure beyond him on the road.  She was sitting there just where he had left her:  be knew she would be.  When he came closer, she got up, not looking towards him; but he saw her clasp her hands behind her, the fingers plucking weakly at each other.  It was an old, childish fashion of hers, when she was frightened or hurt.  It would only need a word, and he could be quiet and firm,—­she was such a child compared to him:  he always had thought of her so.  He went on up to her slowly, and stopped; when she looked at him, he untied the linen bonnet that hid her face, and threw it back.  How thin and tired the little face had grown!  Poor child!  He put his strong arm kindly about her, and stooped to kiss her hand, but she drew it away.  God! what did she do that for?  Did not she know that he could put his head beneath her foot then, he was so mad with pity for the woman he had wronged?  Not love, he thought, controlling himself,—­it was only justice to be kind to her.

“You have been ill, Margaret, these two years, while I was gone?”

He could not hear her answer; only saw that she looked up with a white, pitiful smile.  Only a word it needed, he thought,—­very kind and firm:  and he must be quick,—­he could not bear this long.  But he held the little worn fingers, stroking them with an unutterable tenderness.

“You must let these fingers work for me, Margaret,” he said, at last, “when I am master in the mill.”

“It is true, then, Stephen?”

“It is true,—­yes.”

She lifted her hand to her head, uncertainly:  he held it tightly, and then let it go.  What right had he to touch the dust upon her shoes,—­he, bought and sold?  She did not speak for a time; when she did, it was a weak and sick voice.

“I am glad.  I saw her, you know.  She is very beautiful.”

The fingers were plucking at each other again; and a strange, vacant smile on her face, trying to look glad.