II.
Low, low down in the violets I press
My lips and whisper to her. Does
she hear,
And yet hold silence, though I call her
dear,
Just as of old, save for the tearfulness
Of the clenched eyes, and the soul’s
vast distress?
Has she forgotten thus the old caress
That made our breath a quickened atmosphere
That failed nigh unto swooning with the
sheer
Delight? Mine arms clutch now this
earthen heap
Sodden with tears that flow on ceaselessly
As autumn rains the long, long, long nights
weep
In memory of days that used to be,—
Has she forgotten these? And, in
her sleep,
Has she forgotten me—forgotten
me?
III.
To-night, against my pillow, with shut
eyes,
I mean to weld our faces—through
the dense
Incalculable darkness make pretense
That she has risen from her reveries
To mate her dreams with mine in marriages
Of mellow palms, smooth faces, and tense
ease
Of every longing nerve of indolence,—
Lift from the grave her quiet lips, and
stun
My senses with her kisses—drawl
the glee
Of her glad mouth, full blithe and tenderly,
Across mine own, forgetful if is done
The old love’s awful dawn-time when
said we,
“To-day is ours!".... Ah, Heaven!
can it be
She has forgotten me—forgotten
me!
A’ OLD PLAYED-OUT SONG.
It’s the curiousest thing in creation,
Whenever I hear that old song,
“Do They Miss Me at Home?”
I’m so bothered,
My life seems as short as
it’s long!—
Far ever’thing ’pears like
adzackly
It ’peared, in the years
past and gone,—
When I started out sparkin’, at
twenty,
And had my first neckercher
on!
Though I’m wrinkelder, older and
grayer
Right now than my parents
was then,
You strike up that song, “Do They
Miss Me?”
And I’m jest a youngster
again!—
I’m a-standin’ back there
in the furries
A-wishin’ far evening
to come,
And a-whisperin’ over and over
Them words, “Do They
Miss Me at Home?”
You see, Marthy Ellen she sung it
The first time I heerd it;
and so,
As she was my very first sweetheart,
It reminds of her, don’t
you know,—
How her face ust to look, in the twilight,
As I tuck her to spellin’;
and she
Kep’ a-hummin’ that song ’tel
I ast her,
Pine-blank, ef she ever missed
me!
I can shet my eyes now, as you sing it,
And hear her low answerin’
words,
And then the glad chirp of the crickets
As clear as the twitter of
birds;
And the dust in the road is like velvet,
And the ragweed, and fennel,
and grass
Is as sweet as the scent of the lilies
Of Eden of old, as we pass.