Mike was just learning to play pool, and one evening we had to go in and play a game.  That night I had the first glass of beer I ever took in a saloon.  Mike was getting to be quite a tippler, and he said, “Let’s have a drink.”  I said I didn’t want any, and I didn’t.  But he said—­I really think the Devil was using Mike to make me drink—­“Oh, be a man!  One glass won’t hurt you; it will do you good.”  And he talked to me about mother’s apron-strings, and finally I took my first drink outside of what I drank when grandfather used to send me for beer.

Do you know, as I stood there before the bar, with that beer in my hand, I heard a voice just as plain as I ever heard anything, saying, “Don’t take that stuff; it’s no good, and will bring you to shame and misery.  It will spoil your future, and you will never become the great merchant you started out to be.  Put it down and don’t drink it.”  That was twenty-five years ago, and many a time I have heard that voice since.  How I wish now that I had listened to that voice and never taken that first drink!  It is not the second or the one hundred and second drink that makes a man a drunkard, but the first.

I started to put the glass down, and with that Mike began to laugh, and his laugh brought the other fellows around.  Of course Mike told them I was a milk-and-water boy.  I could not stand it to be laughed at, so I put the glass of beer to my lips, swallowed it, and never made a face about it.  Then the fellows said, “You’re all right!  You are initiated now and you’re a man!”

I didn’t feel very much like a man.  I felt as though I was some fellow without a single spark of manhood in my whole make-up.  I thought of mother; what would she say if she knew I had broken my promise to her?  I had promised her when father died never to take a drink in all my life.  I knelt at her dear side, with her hands upon my head, and she prayed that God would bless her boy and keep him from drink.  I had honestly intended to keep that promise, but you see how the Devil popped in and once more made me do what I knew was wrong—­drink that first cursed glass of beer.

I went home, walking all the way, and trying to get the smell out of my mouth.  I could not face my dear mother, so I went to my room without supper.  I thought that all she had to do was to look in my face and she would know that I had broken my promise, and I was ashamed.  She came up later and asked me what was the matter, and I said I had a headache.  If I had had the courage to tell her then, things might have been different!  She brought me a cup of tea and bade me good-night.

The next night the Devil steered me into the same saloon.  I drank again and again, till finally I could drink as much as any man, and it would take a good deal to knock me out.