“as the fault was not against your Majesty,
so my fall was not your act.” “Therefore,”
he goes on, “if your Majesty do at any time
find it fit for your affairs to employ me publicly
upon the stage, I shall so live and spend my time as
neither discontinuance shall disable me nor adversity
shall discourage me, nor anything that I do give any
new scandal or envy upon me.” He insists
very strongly that the King’s service never miscarried
in his hands, for he simply carried out the King’s
wise counsels. “That his Majesty’s
business never miscarried in my hands I do not impute
to any extraordinary ability in myself, but to my
freedom from any particular, either friends or ends,
and my careful receipt of his directions, being, as
I have formerly said to him, but as a bucket and cistern
to that fountain—a bucket to draw forth,
a cistern to preserve.” He is not afraid
of the apparent slight to the censure passed on him
by Parliament. “For envy, it is an almanack
of the old year, and as a friend of mine said,
Parliament
died penitent towards me.” “What
the King bestows on me will be further seen than on
Paul’s steeple.” “There be
mountebanks, as well in the civil body as in the natural;
I ever served his Majesty with modesty; no shouting,
no undertaking.” In the odd fashion of
the time—a fashion in which no one more
delighted than himself—he lays hold of
sacred words to give point to his argument.
“I may allude to the three petitions
of the Litany—Libera nos Domine;
parce nobis, Domine; exaudi nos, Domine.
In the first, I am persuaded that his Majesty
had a mind to do it, and could not conveniently
in respect of his affairs. In the second, he hath
done it in my fine and pardon. In the third,
he hath likewise performed, in restoring to the
light of his countenance.”
But if the King did not see fit to restore him to
public employment, he would be ready to give private
counsel; and he would apply himself to any “literary
province” that the King appointed. “I
am like ground fresh. If I be left to myself
I will graze and bear natural philosophy; but if the
King will plough me up again, and sow me with anything,
I hope to give him some yield.” “Your
Majesty hath power; I have faith. Therefore a
miracle may be wrought.” And he proposes,
for matters in which his pen might be useful, first,
as “active” works, the recompiling of
laws; the disposing of wards, and generally the education
of youth; the regulation of the jurisdiction of Courts;
and the regulation of Trade; and for “contemplative,”
the continuation of the history of Henry VIII.; a
general treatise de Legibus et Justitia; and
the “Holy War” against the Ottomans.