The Tree of Heaven eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 398 pages of information about The Tree of Heaven.

The Tree of Heaven eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 398 pages of information about The Tree of Heaven.

For Nicky had declared his intention of going into the Army.

“And I’m thinking of Morrie,” Dorothy said.  “I don’t want him to miss it.”

Frances and Anthony had hung out flags for Mafeking; Dorothy and Nicky, mounted on bicycles, had been careering through the High Street with flags flying from their handlebars.  Michael was a Pro-Boer and flew no flags.  All these things irritated Maurice.

He had come back again.  He had missed it, as he had missed all the chances that were ever given him.  A slight wound kept him in hospital throughout the greater part of the siege, and he had missed the sortie of his squadron and the taking of the guns for which Ferdie Cameron got his promotion and his D.S.O.  He had come back in the middle of the war with nothing but a bullet wound in his left leg to prove that he had taken part in it.

The part he had taken had not sobered Maurice.  It had only depressed him.  And depression after prolonged, brutal abstinence broke down the sheer strength by which sometimes he stretched a period of sobriety beyond its natural limits.

For there were two kinds of drinking:  great drinking that came seldom and was the only thing that counted, and ordinary drinking that, though it went on most of the time, brought no satisfaction and didn’t count at all.  And there were two states of drunkenness to correspond:  one intense and vivid, without memory, transcending all other states; and one that was no more remarkable than any other.  Before the war Morrie’s great drinking came seldom, by fits and bursts and splendid unlasting uprushes; after the war the two states tended to approach till they merged in one continual sickly soaking.  And while other important and outstanding things, and things that he really wanted to remember, disappeared in the poisonous flood let loose in Morrie’s memory, he never for one moment lost sight of the fact that it was he and not Anthony, his brother-in-law, who had enlisted and was wounded.

He was furious with his mother and sisters for not realizing the war.  He was furious with Frances and Anthony.  Not realizing the war meant not realizing what he had been through.  He swore by some queer God of his that he would make them realize it.  The least they could do for him was to listen to what he had to say.

“You people here don’t know what war is.  You think it’s all glory and pluck, and dashing out and blowing up the enemy’s guns, and the British flag flying, and wounded pipers piping all the time and not caring a damn.  Nobody caring a damn.

“And it isn’t.  It’s dirt and funk and stinks and more funk all the time.  It’s lying out all night on the beastly veldt, and going to sleep and getting frozen, and waking up and finding you’ve got warm again because your neighbour’s inside’s been fired out on the top of you.  You get wounded when the stretcher-bearers aren’t anywhere about, and you crawl over to the next poor devil and lie back to back with him to keep warm.  And just when you’ve dropped off to sleep you wake up shivering, because he’s died of a wound he didn’t know he’d got.

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