in themselves,” so that “
when tribulation
or persecution ariseth because of the word, by and
by they are offended.” We are inclined
to think that Demas belonged to this class.
The apostle was now overwhelmed by calamities.
His career as a messenger of the Cross had been ruthlessly
cut short. There were unmistakable signs of a
coming storm, when he, and possibly those around him,
would be tortured and slain, to gratify the bloodthirstiness
of the Roman emperor. He seems to be fully cognisant
of this, for he says, “
I am now ready to be
offered, and the time of my departure is at hand.”
It is probable, therefore, that Demas feared lest
by continuing with the apostle he might share his
dreadful fate. He pictured himself being carried
away in chains by the brutal soldiery, as he had seen
many others, to the great amphitheatre, to be thrown
into the arena, and there to be drawn limb from limb
by ferocious beasts, for the amusement of the frivolous
thousands who gloated on such scenes. The bare
thought of it made him tremble. He “
loved
the present world”; to him life was too precious,
too full of delightful possibilities, to be thrown
away in the prime of manhood—to be thrown
away especially in this awful fashion. Visions
of former days began to haunt him. His early
home, the comrades of his youth, his loving kindred,
all that he had left when he became a convert, completely
engrossed his thoughts, and cast over him a fascination
that was becoming irresistible. There was nothing
else for it; he must see them once more, even though
it should cost him his hope of heaven. And so
he “departed to Thessalonica,” the place
where he was bred and born. Some suppose that
he took this step for the sake of gain—for
the sake of engaging in some lucrative trade.
It may be so; but there is no evidence to prove it.
These considerations, though they explain, do not
excuse Demas’s conduct. Far from it.
He richly merits all the censure that has been meted
out to him. He ought to have played the man,
and braved any danger for the sake of his principles.
Like the Psalmist, he ought to have said: “The
Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall
I be afraid?” Compared with the kingdom
to which he belonged, what was Rome with all its power?
Compared with the King whom he served, what was Nero
with all his glory? Compared with the joys of
holy living, what was the world with all its attractions?
But he failed to realise these great facts, and hence
he acted the part of a weakling; he bent as a reed,
when he ought to have stood firm as an oak. If
all the first disciples had been made of such pliable
stuff as himself, what would have been the condition
of the world to-day? How mean and cowardly his
action appears when contrasted with the heroic endurance
of weak women, who rather than deny their Lord faced
the “violence of fire!” Weakness