suckled in a creed outworn, envying them their well-regulated
faith; it, too, was part of the town’s repose
and sweetness, together with the old-fashioned roses
and the old-fashioned ladies. Men, also, were
in the congregation—not many, to be sure,
but all unanimously wearing that expression of remarkable
virtue which seems always to visit, when he goes to
church, the average good fellow who is no better than
he should be. I became, myself, filled with this
same decorous inconsistency, and was singing the hymn,
when I caught sight of John Mayrant. What lady
was he with? It was just this that most annoyingly
I couldn’t make out, because the unlucky disposition
of things hid it. I caught myself craning my neck
and singing the hymn simultaneously and with no difficulty,
because all my childhood was in that hymn; I couldn’t
tell when I hadn’t known words and music by
heart. Who was she? I tried for a clear view
when we sat down, and also, let me confess, when we
knelt down; I saw even less of her so; and my hope
at the end of the service was dashed by her slow but
entire disappearance amid the engulfing exits of the
other ladies. I followed where I imagined she
had gone, out by a side door, into the beautiful graveyard;
but among the flowers and monuments she was not, nor
was he; and next I saw, through the iron gate, John
Mayrant in the street, walking with his intimate aunt
and her more severe sister, and Miss La Heu.
I somewhat superfluously hastened to the gate and greeted
them, to which they responded with polite, masterly
discouragement. He, however, after taking off
his hat to them, turned back, and I watched them pursuing
their leisurely, reticent course toward the South
Place. Why should the old ladies strike me as
looking like a tremendously proper pair of conspirators?
I was wondering this as I turned back among the tombs,
when I perceived John Mayrant coming along one of
the churchyard paths. His approach was made at
right angles with that of another personage, the respectful
negro custodian of the place. This dignitary was
evidently hoping to lead me among the monuments, recite
to me their old histories, and benefit by my consequent
gratitude; he had even got so far as smiling and removing
his hat when John Mayrant stopped him. The young
man hailed the negro by his first name with that particular
and affectionate superiority which few Northerners
can understand and none can acquire, and which resembles
nothing so much as the way in which you speak to your
old dog who has loved you and followed you, because
you have cared for him.
“Not this time,” John Mayrant said. “I wish to show our relics to this gentleman myself—if he will permit me?” This last was a question put to me with a courteous formality, a formality which a few minutes more were to see smashed to smithereens.
I told him that I should consider myself undeservedly privileged.
“Some of these people are my people,” he said, beginning to move.