“She’s a-crying,” said he.
I withheld from questions, and as he kept along by my side he said: “I’m sorry. Do you think she’s mad with Lin for what he’s told her? She just sat, and when she started crying he made me go away.”
“I don’t believe she’s mad,” I told Billy; and I sat down on my blanket, he beside me, talking while the moon grew small as it rose over the plain, and the light steadily shone in Jessamine’s window. Soon young Billy fell asleep, and I looked at him, thinking how in a way it was he who had brought this trouble on the man who had saved him and loved him. But that man had no such untender thoughts. Once more the door opened, and it was he who came this time, alone also. She did not follow him and stand to watch him from the threshold, though he forgot to close the door, and, coming over to me, stood looking down.
“What?” I said at length.
I don’t know that he heard me. He stooped over Billy and shook him gently. “Wake, son,” said he. “You and I must get to our camp now.”
“Now?” said Billy. “Can’t we wait till morning?”
“No, son. We can’t wait here any more. Go and get the horses and put the saddles on.” As Billy obeyed, Lin looked at the lighted window. “She is in there,” he said. “She’s in there. So near.” He looked, and turned to the hotel, from which he brought his chaps and spurs and put them on. “I understand her words,” he continued. “Her words, the meaning of them. But not what she means, I guess. It will take studyin’ over. Why, she don’t blame me!” he suddenly said, speaking to me instead of to himself.
“Lin,” I answered, “she has only just heard this, you see. Wait awhile.”
“That’s not the trouble. She knows what kind of man I have been, and she forgives that just the way she did her brother. And she knows how I didn’t intentionally conceal anything. Billy hasn’t been around, and she never realized about his mother and me. We’ve talked awful open, but that was not pleasant to speak of, and the whole country knew it so long—and I never thought! She don’t blame me. She says she understands; but she says I have a wife livin’.”
“That is nonsense,” I declared.