them as if they were human beings like herself, and
have a great sympathy with their small hopes and aims;
but she would not have been led into such a crime if
she had cultivated from her infancy upward a consistent
self-indulgence, making herself the centre of a world
of mean desires and petty gratifications. And
then she thought of the old and beautiful days up
in the Lewis, where the young English stranger seemed
to approve of her simple ways and her charitable work,
and where she was taught to believe that in order
to please him she had only to continue to be what
she was then. There was no great gulf of time
between that period and this; but what had not happened
in the interval? She had not changed—at
least she hoped she had not changed. She loved
her husband with her whole heart and soul: her
devotion was as true and constant as she herself could
have wished it to be when she dreamed of the duties
of a wife in the days of her maidenhood. But all
around her was changed. She had no longer the
old freedom—the old delight in living from
day to day—the active work, and the enjoyment
of seeing where she could help and how she could help
the people around her. When, as if by the same
sort of instinct that makes a wild animal retain in
captivity the habits which were necessary to its existence
when it lived in freedom, she began to find out the
circumstances of such unfortunate people as were in
her neighborhood, some little solace was given to
her; but these people were not friends to her, as the
poor folk of Borvabost had been. She knew, too,
that her husband would be displeased if he found her
talking with a washerwoman over her family matters,
or even advising one of her own servants about the
disposal of her wages; so that, while she concealed
nothing from him, these things nevertheless had to
be done exclusively in his absence. And was she
in so doing really making herself ridiculous?
Did he consider her ridiculous? Or was it not
merely the false and enervating influences of the
indolent society in which he lived that had poisoned
his mind, and drawn him away from her as though into
another world?
Alas! if he were in this other world, was not she
quite alone? What companionship was there possible
between her and the people in this new and strange
land into which she had ventured? As she lay on
the bed, with her head hidden down in the darkness,
the pathetic wail of the captive Jews seemed to come
and go through the bitterness of her thoughts, like
some mournful refrain: “By the rivers of
Babylon, there we sat down; yea we wept when we remembered
Zion.” She almost heard the words, and
the reply that rose up in her heart was a great yearning
to go back to her own land, so that her eyes were filled
with tears in thinking of it, and she lay and sobbed
there in the dusk. Would not the old man living
all by himself in that lonely island be glad to see
his little girl back again in the old house? And
she would sing to him as she used to sing, not as