The Common Law eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 491 pages of information about The Common Law.

The Common Law eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 491 pages of information about The Common Law.

“I didn’t know he had ever been there.”

“Yes; twice.”

“Did you see him there?”

“Yes.  I nearly dropped.  At first he did not recognise me—­I was very young—­when—­”

“Did he speak to you?”

“Yes.  I managed to answer.  John was not looking at me, fortunately....  After that he wrote to me—­and I burned the letter....  It was horrible; he said that Jose Querida was his guest at El Nauar, and he asked me to get you because you knew Querida, and be his guest for a week end....  I cried that night; you heard me.”

“Was that it!” asked Valerie, very pale.

“Yes; I was too wretched to tell you,”

Valerie sat silent, her teeth fixed in her lower lip.  Then: 

“Jose could not have known what kind of a man the—­other—­is.”

“I hope not.”

“Oh, he couldn’t have known!  Rita, he wouldn’t have let him ask us—­”

“Men seldom deceive one another.”

“You don’t think Jose Querida knew?”

“I—­don’t—­think....  Valerie, men are very—­very unlike women....  Forgive me if I seem to be embittered....  Even you have had your experience with men—­the men that all the world seems to like—­kind, jolly, generous, jovial, amusing men—­and clever men; men of attainment, of distinction.  And they—­the majority of them—­are, after all, just men, Valerie, just men in a world made for men, a world into which we come like timid intruders; uncertain through generations of uncertainty—­innocently stupid through ages of stupid innocence, ready to please though not knowing exactly how; ready to be pleased, God knows, with pleasures as innocent as the simple minds that dream of them.

“Valerie, I do not believe any evil first came into this world of men through any woman.”

Valerie looked down at her folded hands—­small, smooth, white hands, pure of skin and innocent as a child’s.

“I don’t know,” she said, troubled, “how much more unhappiness arises through men than through women, if any more ...  I like men.  Some are unruly—­like children; some have the sense and the morals of marauding dogs.

“But, at worst, the unruly and the marauders seem so hopelessly beneath one, intellectually, that a girl’s resentment is really more of contempt than of anger—­and perhaps more of pity than of either.”

Rita said:  “I cannot feel as charitably.... You still have that right.”

“Rita!  Rita!” she said softly, “we both have loved men, you with the ignorance and courage of a child—­I with less ignorance and with my courage as yet untested.  Where is the difference between us—­if we love sincerely?”

Rita leaned forward and looked at her searchingly: 

“Do you mean to do—­what you said you would?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Because he wants me.”

Rita sprang to her feet and began pacing the floor.

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