The convent also rendered her another eminent service.  In the Histoire de ma vie, George Sand retraces from memory the portraits of several of the Sisters.  She tells us of Madame Marie-Xavier, and of her despair at having taken the vows; of Sister Anne-Joseph, who was as kind as an angel and as silly as a goose; of the gentle Marie-Alicia, whose serene soul looked out of her blue eyes, a mirror of purity, and of the mystical Sister Helene, who had left home in spite of her family, in spite of the supplications and the sobs of her mother and sisters, and who had passed over the body of a child on her way to God.  It is like this always.  The costumes are the same, the hands are clasped in the same manner, the white bands and the faces look equally pale, but underneath this apparent uniformity what contrasts!  It is the inner life which marks the differences so vigorously, and shows up the originality of each one.  Aurore gradually discovered the diversity of all these souls and the beauty of each one.  She thought of becoming a nun, but her confessor did not advise this, and he was certainly wise.  Her grandmother, who had a philosopher’s opinion of priests, blamed their fanaticism, and took her little granddaughter away from the convent.  Perhaps she felt the need of affection for the few months she had still to live.  At any rate, she certainly had this affection.  One of the first results of the larger perspicacity which Aurore had acquired at the convent was to make her understand her grandmother at last.  She was able now to grasp the complex nature of her relative and to see the delicacy hidden under an appearance of great reserve.  She knew now all that she owed to her grandmother, but unfortunately it was one of those discoveries which are made too late.

The eighteen months which Aurore now passed at Nohant, until the death of her grandmother, are very important as regards her psychological biography.  She was seventeen years old, and a girl who was eager to live and very emotional.  She had first been a child of Nature.  Her convent life had taken her away from Nature and accustomed her to falling back on her own thoughts.  Nature now took her back once more, and her beloved Nohant feted her return.

“The trees were in flower,” she says, “the nightingales were singing, and, in the distance, I could hear the classic, solemn sound of the labourers.  My old friends, the big dogs, who had growled at me the evening before, recognized me again and were profuse in their caresses. . . .”

She wanted to see everything again.  The things themselves had not changed, but her way of looking at them now was different.  During her long, solitary walks every morning, she enjoyed seeing the various landscapes, sometimes melancholy-looking and sometimes delightful.  She enjoyed, too, the picturesqueness of the various things she met, the flocks of cattle, the birds taking their flight, and even the sound of the horses’ feet splashing in the water.  She enjoyed everything, in a kind of voluptuous reverie which was no longer instinctive, but conscious and a trifle morbid.