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[FROM HOUSEHOLD WORDS.]
AN OLD HAUNT.
The rippling water, with its drowsy tone,—
The tall elms, tow ’ring
in their stately pride,—
And—sorrow’s type—the
willow sad and lone,
Kissing in graceful woe the
murmuring tide;—
The grey church-tower,—and
dimly seen beyond,
The faint hills gilded by
the parting sun,—
All were the same, and seem’d with
greeting fond
To welcome me as they of old
had done.
And for a while I stood as in a trance,
On that loved spot, forgetting
toil and pain;—
Buoyant my limbs, and keen and bright
my glance,
For that brief space I was
a boy again!
Again with giddy mates I careless play’d,
Or plied the quiv’ring
oar, on conquest bent:—
Again, beneath the tall elms’ silent
shade,
I woo’d the fair, and
won the sweet consent.
But brief, alas! the spell,—for
suddenly
Peal’d from the tower
the old familiar chimes,
And with their clear, heart-thrilling
melody,
Awaked the spectral forms
of darker times
And I remember’d all that years
had wrought—
How bow’d my care-worn
frame, how dimm’d my eye,
How poor the gauds by Youth so keenly
sought,
How quench’d and dull
Youth’s aspirations high!
And in half mournful, half upbraiding
host,
Duties neglected—high
resolves unkept—
And many a heart by death or falsehood
lost,
In lightning current o’er
my bosom swept.
Then bow’d the stubborn knees, as
backward sped
The self-accusing thoughts
in dread array,
And, slowly, from their long-congealed
bed,
Forced the remorseful tears
their silent way.
Bitter yet healing drops in mercy sent,
Like soft dews tailing on
a thirsty plain,—
And ere those chimes their last faint
notes had spent,
Strengthen’d and calm’d,
I stood erect again.
Strengthen’d, the tasks allotted
to fulfill;—
Calm’d the thick-coming
sorrows to endure;
Fearful of nought but of my own frail
will,—
In His Almighty strength and
aid secure.
For a sweet voice had whisper’d
hope to me,—
Had through my darkness shed
a kindly ray;—
It said: “The past is fix’d
immutably,
Yet is there comfort in the
coming day!”