“Well, what have you to say to me?” he said, suddenly, in a low changed voice—­“as I speak—­as I look at you—­I see in your face that you distrust—­that you have judged me; those two men, I suppose, have done their work!  Yet from you—­you of all people—­I might look not only for justice—­but—­I will dare say it—­for kindness!”

She trembled.  She understood that he appealed to the days at Mellor, and her lips quivered.

“No,” she exclaimed, almost timidly—­“I try to think the best.  I see the pressure was great.”

“And consider, please,” he said proudly, “what the reasons were for that pressure.”

She looked at him interrogatively—­a sudden softness in her eyes.  If at that moment he had confessed himself fully, if he had thrown himself upon her in the frank truth of his mixed character—­and he could have done it, with a Rousseau-like completeness—­it is difficult to say what the result of this scene might have been.  In the midst of shock and repulsion, she was filled with pity; and there were moments when she was more drawn to his defeat and undoing, than she had ever been to his success.

Yet how question him?  To do so, would be to assume a right, which in turn would imply his rights.  She thought of that mention of “gambling debts,” then of his luxurious habits, and extravagant friends.  But she was silent.  Only, as she sat there opposite to him, one slim hand propping the brow, her look invited him.

He thought he saw his advantage.

“You must remember,” he said, with the same self-assertive bearing, “that I have never been a rich man, that my mother spent my father’s savings on a score of public objects, that she and I started a number of experiments on the estate, that my expenses as a member of Parliament are very large, and that I spent thousands on building up the Clarion.  I have been ruined by the Clarion, by the cause the Clarion supported.  I got no help from my party—­where was it to come from?  They are all poor men.  I had to do everything myself, and the struggle has been more than flesh and blood could bear!  This year, often, I have not known how to move, to breathe, for anxieties of every sort.  Then came the crisis—­my work, my usefulness, my career, all threatened.  The men who hated me saw their opportunity.  I was a fool and gave it them.  And my enemies have used it—­to the bitter end!”

Tone and gesture were equally insistent and strong.  What he was saying to himself was that, with a woman of Marcella’s type, one must “bear it out.”  This moment of wreck was also with him the first moment of all-absorbing and desperate desire.  To win her—­to wrest her from the Cravens’ influence—­that had been the cry in his mind throughout his dazed drive from the House of Commons.  Her hand in his—­her strength, her beauty, the romantic reputation that had begun to attach to her, at his command—­and he would have taken the first step to recovery, he would see his way to right himself.