that she had entered the secret breeding-quarter of
the immense city, the obscene district where misery
teemed and generated, and where the revolting fecundity
of nature was proved amid surroundings of horror and
despair. And the hospital itself was the very
centre, the innermost temple of all this ceaseless
parturition. In a corner of the hall, near a
door, waited a small crowd of embossed women, young
and middle-aged, sad, weary, unkempt, lightly dressed
in shabby shapeless clothes, and sweltering in the
summer heat; a few had babies in their arms. In
the doorway two neatly attired youngish women, either
doctors or students, held an animated and interminable
conversation, staring absent-mindedly at the attendant
crowd. A pale nurse came hurrying from the back
of the hall and vanished through the doorway, squeezing
herself between the doctors or students, who soon
afterwards followed her, still talking; and then one
by one the embossed women began to vanish through the
doorway also. The clock gently struck four, and
Leonora, sighing, watched the hand creep to five minutes
and to ten beyond the hour. She gazed up the
well of the staircases, and in imagination saw ward
after ward, floor above floor of beds, on which lay
repulsive and piteous creatures in fear, in pain,
in exhaustion. And she thought with dismay how
many more poor immortal souls went out of that building
than ever went into it. ‘Rose is somewhere
up there,’ she reflected. At a quarter
past four a stout white-haired lady briskly descended
the stairs, and, after being accosted twice by officials,
spoke to Leonora.
’You are Mrs. Stanway? My name is Smithson.
I dare say your daughter has mentioned it in her letters.’
The famous dean of the hospital smiled, and paused
while Leonora responded. ‘Just at the moment,’
Miss Smithson continued, ’dear Rosalys is engaged,
but I hope she will be down directly. We are
very, very busy. Are you making a long stay in
London, Mrs. Stanway? The season is now in full
swing, is it not?’
Leonora could find little to say to this experienced
spinster, whom she unwillingly admired but with whom
she was not in accord. Miss Smithson uttered
amiable banalities with an evident intention to do
nothing more; her demeanour was preoccupied, and she
made no further reference to Rose. Soon a nurse
respectfully called her; she hastened away full of
apologies, leaving Leonora to meditate upon her own
shortcomings as a serious person, and upon the futility
of her existence of forty-one years.
Another quarter of an hour elapsed, and then Rose
ran impetuously down the stone steps.
‘Mother, I’m so glad to see you!
Where’s Milly?’ she exclaimed eagerly,
and they kissed twice.
As she answered the greeting Leonora noticed the lines
of fatigue in Rose’s face, the brilliancy of
her eyes, the emaciation of the body beneath her grey
alpaca dress, and that air of false serenity masking
hysteric excitement which she seemed to have noticed
too in all the other officials—the doctors
or students, the nurses, and even the dean.