CHAPTER XII

IN LONDON

The last day of the dramatic portion of Leonora’s life was that on which she went to London with Milly.  They were up early, in order to catch the morning express, and, before leaving, Leonora arranged with the excited Bessie all details for the reception of Ethel and Fred, who were to arrive in the afternoon from their honeymoon.  ‘I will drive,’ she said to Carpenter when the cart was brought round, and Carpenter had to sit behind among the trunks.  Bessie in her morning print and her engagement ring stood at the front door, and sped them beneficently away while clinging hard to Bran.

As the train rushed smoothly across the vast and rich plain of Middle England, Leonora’s thoughts dwelt on the house at Hillport, on her skilled and sympathetic servants, on Prince and Bran, and on the calm and the orderliness and the high decency of everything.  And she pictured the homecoming of Ethel and Fred from Wales—­Fred stiff and nervous, and Ethel flushed, beautiful, and utterly bewitching in the self-consciousness of the bride.  ‘May I call her Mrs. Fred, ma’am?’ Bessie had asked, recoiling from the formality of ‘Mrs. Ryley,’ and aware that ‘Miss Ethel’ was no longer possible.  Leonora saw them in the dining-room consuming the tea which Bessie had determined should be the final word of teas; and she saw Bessie, in that perfect black of hers and that miraculous muslin, waiting at table with a superlative and cold primness that covered a desire to take Ethel in her arms and kiss her.  And she saw the pair afterwards, dallying on the lawn with Bran at dusk, simple, unambitious, unassuming, content; and, still later, Fred meticulously locking up the great house, so much too large and complicated for one timid couple, and Ethel standing at the top of the stairs as he extinguished the hall-gas.  These visions of them made her feel sad—­sad because Ethel could never again be that which she had been, and because she was so young, inexperienced, confiding, and beautiful, and would gradually grow old and lose the ineffable grace of her years and situation; and because they were both so innocent of the meaning of life.  Leonora yearned for some magic to stay the destructive hand of time and keep them ever thus, young, naive, trustful, and unspoilt.  And knowing that this could not be, she wanted intensely to shield, and teach, and advise them.  She whispered, thinking of Ethel:  ’Ah!  I must always be near, within reach, within call, lest she should need me.’

‘Mother, shall you go with me to see Mr. Louis Lewis to-morrow?’ Milly demanded suddenly when the train halted at Rugby.

‘Yes, of course, dear.  Don’t you wish me to?’

‘Oh!  I don’t mind,’ said Milly grandly.