fathers to the Christians, made them acquainted with
many matters relating to our faith, and some of them
desired to be baptized. But when they saw that,
by becoming Christians, they would not be allowed
to return to their own country, on account of the danger
which the faith encounters in a country where the
people are all idolaters, they said that our religion
was too severe, since in embracing it one has to forsake
his native country, and to deprive himself of father,
mother, wife, children, and relatives. The arguments
that they set forth were such that it seemed as if
they wished to persuade us to baptize them without
cutting off their hair, and without forbidding them
to return to their own country. We saw that it
was not advisable to do as they desired, and left
matters as they stood. The Sangleys themselves
told us to send fathers to their country to preach
to them, saying that there they would become converted
without so much risk as here. After due consideration
of the matter, the Dominican fathers and myself decided
that it was necessary to go to China; for, if God
permitted the religious to remain in that land, we
could baptize the Sangleys here without cutting off
their hair, or preventing them from returning to their
country to rejoice in their children, wives, and property.
The Sangleys were much pleased at this decision; but
there were differences of opinion regarding the manner
in which the religious should go. The president
thought that it would be best for them to go in a
fragata accompanied by Spaniards: but the Chinese
said that the friars should go alone, and not in the
company of Spaniards; thus many arguments were presented
on both sides. Two or three times I saw our endeavors
thwarted, because the devil was laboring with all
his might to prevent them. A fragata had already
been bought, the captain and the men who were to take
the friars over had been chosen, and almost everything
was ready for their setting sail, when the plan was
defeated I know not whence or how. My disappointment
and the great sadness which I felt in seeing the defeat
of an expedition which I so much desired, and for
whose fulfilment had not sufficed his Holiness’s
permission and the special ordinance from your Majesty,
made me think that this was the will of God; thus I
was forced to abandon the attempt. But God, whose
plans do not depend upon the advice of men, arranged
matters better than I could have hoped, for He moved
the hearts of the Sangley Christians, Don Francisco
Zanco, a Christian and the governor of the Sangleys,
and Don Tomas Syguan. The latter I baptized about
two years ago, without cutting his hair, for I thought
that God was to accomplish some great work through
him, as well as through the other—who,
being one of the oldest Christians in this island,
also wore his hair long. When these two saw that
the Spaniards were not going to China, and that the
friars remained here because there was no one to take
them over, they went to Fray Juan Cobo, one of the