as incidents of the physical life—good
in their place—but useful to the advanced
man only when he has mastered them to the extent that
he no longer regards them as close to the “I.”
And yet, to some people, these sensations are so closely
identified with their conception of the “I”
that when they think of themselves they think merely
of a bundle of these sensations. They are not
able to set them aside and consider them as things
apart, to be used when necessary and proper, but as
things not fastened to the “I.” The
more advanced a man becomes the farther off seem these
sensations. Not that he does not feel hungry,
for instance. Not at all, for he recognizes hunger,
and satisfies it within reason, knowing that his physical
body is making demands for attention, and that these
demands should be heeded. But—mark
the difference—instead of feeling that the
“
I” is hungry the man feels that
“
my body” is hungry, just as he
might become conscious that his horse or dog was crying
for food insistently. Do you see what we mean?
It is that the man no longer identifies himself—the
“I”—with the body, consequently
the thoughts which are most closely allied to the
physical life seem comparatively “separate”
from his “I” conception. Such a man
thinks “my stomach, this,” or “my
leg, that,” or “my body, thus,”
instead of “‘I,’ this,” or
“‘I’ that.” He is able,
almost automatically, to think of the body and its
sensations as things
of him, and
belonging
to him, which require attention and care, rather
than as real parts of the “I.” He
is able to form a conception of the “I”
as existing without any of these things—without
the body and its sensations—and so he has
taken the first step in the realization of the “I.”
Before going on, we ask the students to stop a few
moments, and mentally run over these sensations of
the body. Form a mental image of them, and realize
that they are merely incidents to the present stage
of growth and experience of the “I,” and
that they form no real part of it. They may,
and will be, left behind in the Ego’s higher
planes of advancement. You may have attained
this mental conception perfectly, long since, but we
ask that to give yourself the mental drill at this
time, in order to fasten upon your mind this first
step.
In realizing that you are able to set aside, mentally,
these sensations—that you are able to hold
them out at arm’s length and “consider”
them as an “outside” thing, you mentally
determine that they are “not I” things,
and you set them down in the “not I” collection—the
first to be placed there. Let us try to make this
still plainer, even at the risk of wearying you by
repetitions (for you must get this idea firmly fixed
in your mind). To be able to say that a thing
is “not I,” you must realize that there
are two things in question (1) the “not I”
thing, and (2) the “I” who is regarding
the “not I” thing just as the “I”
regards a lump of sugar, or a mountain. Do you
see what we mean? Keep at it until you do.