even in a lifeboat, meant when a bar had to be crossed,
we were all tumbled and bundled, more or less unceremoniously,
into the great, roomy boat, and were immediately taken
in hand by the busy little tug. For half a mile
or more we made good progress in her wake, being in
a position to set at naught the threatening water-mountains
which came tumbling in furious haste from seaward.
It was not until we seemed close to the shore and
all our troubles over that the tug was obliged to
cast us off, owing to the rapidly shoaling water, and
we prepared to make the best of our own way in.
Bad was that best, indeed, though the peril came and
went so quickly that it is but a confused impression
I retain of what seemed to me a really terrible moment.
One instant I hear felicitations exchanged between
our captain—who sits protectingly close
to me and poor, fainting little G——,
who lies like death in my arms—and the captain
of the lifeboat. The next moment, in spite of
sudden panic and presence of danger, I could laugh
to hear the latter sing out in sharpest tones of terror
and dismay, “Ah, you would, would you?”
coupled with rapid orders to the stout rowers and
shouts to us of “Look out!” and I do
look out, to see on one side sand which the retreating
wave has sucked dry, and in which the boat-seems trying
to bury herself as though she were a mole: on
the other hand there towers above us a huge green
wave, white-crested and curled, which is rushing at
us like a devouring monster. I glance, as I think,
for the last time, at the pale nurse, on whose lap
lies the baby placidly sucking his bottle. I
see a couple of sailors lay hold of her and the child
with one hand each, whilst with the other they cling
desperately to the thwarts. A stout seafaring
man flings the whole weight of his ponderous pilot-coated
body upon G—— and me: I hear
a roar of water, and, lo! we are washed right up alongside
of the rude landing-place, still in the boat
indeed, but wet and frightened to the last degree.
Looking back on it all, I can distinctly remember
that it was not the sight of the overhanging wave
which cost me my deadliest pang of sickening fright,
but the glimpse I caught of the shining, cruel-looking
sand, sucking us in so silently and greedily.
We were all trembling so much that it seemed as impossible
to stand upright on the earth as on the tossing waters,
and it was with reeling, drunken-looking steps that
we rolled and staggered through the heavy sand-street
until we reached the shelter of an exceedingly dirty
hotel. Everything in it required courage to touch,
and it was with many qualms that I deposited limp
little G—— on a filthy sofa.
However, the mistress of the house looked clean, and
so did the cups and saucers she quickly produced;
and by the time we had finished a capital breakfast
we were all quite in good spirits again, and so sharpened
up as to be able to “mock ourselves” of
our past perils and present discomforts. Outside
there were strange, beautiful shrubs in flower, tame
pigeons came cooing and bowing in at the door, and
above all there was an enchanting freshness and balminess
in the sunny air.