“He has arrived! arrived
at last!
Yet Jane has named him not these three days past;
Arrived! yet keeps aloof so
far!
And knows that of my night he is the star!
Knows that long months I wait alone, benighted,
And count the moments since he went away!
Come! keep the promise of that happier day,
That I may keep the faith to thee I plighted!
What joy have I without thee? what delight?
Grief wastes my life, and makes it misery;
Day for the others ever, but for me
Forever night! forever night!
When he is gone ’t is dark! my soul is sad!
I suffer! O my God! come, make me glad.
When he is near, no thoughts of day intrude;
Day has blue heavens, but Baptiste has blue eyes!
Within them shines for me a heaven of love,
A heaven all happiness, like that above,
No more of grief! no more
of lassitude!
Earth I forget,—and heaven, and all distresses,
When seated by my side my hand he presses;
But when alone, remember all!
Where is Baptiste? he hears not when I call!
A branch of ivy, dying on the ground,
I need some bough to twine
around!
In pity come! be to my suffering kind!
True love, they say, in grief doth more abound!
What then—when
one is blind?
“Who knows? perhaps
I am forsaken!
Ah! woe is me! then bear me to my grave!
O God! what thoughts within
me waken!
Away! he will return! I do but rave!
He will return! I need
not fear!
He swore it by our Saviour
dear;
He could not come at his own
will;
Is weary, or perhaps is ill!
Perhaps his heart, in this
disguise,
Prepares for me some sweet
surprise!
But some one comes! Though blind, my heart can
see!
And that deceives me not! ’t is he! ’t
is he!”
And the door ajar is set,
And poor, confiding Margaret
Rises, with outstretched arms, but sightless eyes;
’T is only Paul, her brother, who thus cries:—
“Angela the bride has
passed!
I saw the wedding guests go
by;
Tell me, my sister, why were we not asked?
For all are there but you
and I!”
“Angela married! and
not send
To tell her secret unto me!
O, speak! who may the bridegroom
be?”
“My sister, ’t
is Baptiste, thy friend!”
A cry the blind girl gave, but nothing said;
A milky whiteness spreads upon her cheeks;
An icy hand, as heavy as lead,
Descending, as her brother
speaks,
Upon her heart, that has ceased
to beat,
Suspends awhile its life and
heat.
She stands beside the boy, now sore distressed,
A wax Madonna as a peasant dressed.
At length, the bridal song
again
Brings her back to her sorrow
and pain.