Fixed with a look so sad, so reproachful, imploring, and patient,
That with a sudden revulsion his heart recoiled from its purpose,
As from the verge of a crag, where one step more is destruction.
Strange is the heart of man, with its quick, mysterious instincts!
Strange is the life of man, and fatal or fated are moments,
Whereupon turn, as on hinges, the gates of the wall adamantine!
“Here I remain!” he exclaimed, as he looked at the heavens above him,
Thanking the Lord whose breath had scattered the mist and the madness,
Wherein, blind and lost, to death he was staggering headlong.
“Yonder snow-white cloud, that floats in the ether above me,
Seems like a hand that is pointing and beckoning over the ocean.
There is another hand, that is not so spectral and ghost-like,
Holding me, drawing me back, and clasping mine for protection.
Float, O hand of cloud, and vanish away in the ether!
Roll thyself up like a fist, to threaten and daunt me; I heed not
Either your warning or menace, or any omen of evil!
There is no land so sacred, no air so pure and so wholesome,
As is the air she breathes, and the soil that is pressed by her footsteps.
Here for her sake will I stay, and like an invisible presence
Hover around her for ever, protecting, supporting her weakness;
Yes! as my foot was the first that stepped on this rock at the landing,
So, with the blessing of God, shall it be the last at the leaving!”
Meanwhile the Master alert, but with dignified air
and important,
Scanning with watchful eye the tide and the wind and
the weather,
Walked about on the sands; and the people crowded
around him
Saying a few last words, and enforcing his careful
remembrance.
Then, taking each by the hand, as if he were grasping
a tiller,
Into the boat he sprang, and in haste shoved off to
his vessel,
Glad in his heart to get rid of all this worry and
flurry,
Glad to be gone from a land of sand and sickness and
sorrow,
Short allowance of victual, and plenty of nothing
but Gospel!
Lost in the sound of the oars was the last farewell
of the Pilgrims.
O strong hearts and true! not one went back in the
Mayflower!
No, not one looked back, who had set his hand to this
ploughing!
Soon were heard on board the shouts and songs of
the sailors
Heaving the windlass round, and hoisting the ponderous
anchor.
Then the yards were braced, and all sails set to the
west-wind,
Blowing steady and strong; and the Mayflower sailed
from the harbor,
Rounded the point of the Gurnet, and leaving far to
the southward
Island and cape of sand, and the Field of the First
Encounter,
Took the wind on her quarter, and stood for the open
Atlantic,
Borne on the send of the sea, and the swelling hearts
of the Pilgrims.