Foremost among them was Alden. All night he
had lain without slumber,
Turning and tossing about in the heat and unrest of
his fever.
He had beheld Miles Standish, who came back late from
the council,
Stalking into the room, and heard him mutter and murmur,
Sometimes it seemed a prayer, and sometimes it sounded
like swearing.
Once he had come to the bed, and stood there a moment
in silence;
Then he had turned away, and said: “I will
not awake him;
Let him sleep on, it is best; for what is the use
of more talking!”
Then he extinguished the light, and threw himself
down on his pallet,
Dressed as he was, and ready to start at the break
of the morning,—
Covered himself with the cloak he had worn in his
campaigns in Flanders,—
Slept as a soldier sleeps in his bivouac, ready for
action.
But with the dawn he arose; in the twilight Alden
beheld him
Put on his corselet of steel, and all the rest of
his armor,
Buckle about his waist his trusty blade of Damascus,
Take from the corner his musket, and so stride out
of the chamber.
Often the heart of the youth had burned and yearned
to embrace him,
Often his lips had essayed to speak, imploring for
pardon;
All the old friendship came back, with its tender
and grateful emotions;
But his pride overmastered the nobler nature within
him,—
Pride, and the sense of his wrong, and the burning
fire of the insult.
So he beheld his friend departing in anger, but spake
not,
Saw him go forth to danger, perhaps to death, and
he spake not!
Then he arose from his bed, and heard what the people
were saying,
Joined in the talk at the door, with Stephen and Richard
and Gilbert,
Joined in the morning prayer, and in the reading of
Scripture,
And, with the others, in haste went hurrying down
to the sea-shore,
Down to the Plymouth Rock, that had been to their
feet as a door-step
Into a world unknown,—the corner-stone
of a nation!
There with his boat was the Master, already a little
impatient
Lest he should lose the tide, or the wind might shift
to the eastward,
Square-built, hearty, and strong, with an odor of
ocean about him,
Speaking with this one and that, and cramming letters
and parcels
Into his pockets capacious, and messages mingled together
Into his narrow brain, till at last he was wholly
bewildered.
Nearer the boat stood Alden, with one foot placed
on the gunwale,
One still firm on the rock, and talking at times with
the sailors,
Seated erect on the thwarts, all ready and eager for
starting.
He too was eager to go, and thus put an end to his
anguish,
Thinking to fly from despair, that swifter than keel
is or canvas,
Thinking to drown in the sea the ghost that would
rise and pursue him.
But as he gazed on the crowd, he beheld the form of
Priscilla
Standing dejected among them, unconscious of all that
was passing.
Fixed were her eyes upon his, as if she divined his