Then they sat down and talked of the birds and the
beautiful Spring-time,
Talked of their friends at home, and the Mayflower
that sailed on the morrow.
“I have been thinking all day,” said gently
the Puritan maiden,
“Dreaming all night, and thinking all day, of
the hedge-rows of England,—
They are in blossom now, and the country is all like
a garden;
Thinking of lanes and fields, and the song of the
lark and the linnet,
Seeing the village street, and familiar faces of neighbors
Going about as of old, and stopping to gossip together,
And, at the end of the street, the village church,
with the ivy
Climbing the old gray tower, and the quiet graves
in the churchyard.
Kind are the people I live with, and dear to me my
religion;
Still my heart is so sad, that I wish myself back
in Old England.
You will say it is wrong, but I cannot help it:
I almost
Wish myself back in Old England, I feel so lonely
and wretched.”
Thereupon answered the youth:—“Indeed
I do not condemn you;
Stouter hearts than a woman’s have quailed in
this terrible winter.
Yours is tender and trusting, and needs a stronger
to lean on;
So I have come to you now, with an offer and proffer
of marriage
Made by a good man and true, Miles Standish the Captain
of Plymouth!”
Thus he delivered his message, the dexterous writer
of letters,—
Did not embellish the theme, nor array it in beautiful
phrases,
But came straight to the point, and blurted it out
like a schoolboy;
Even the Captain himself could hardly have said it
more bluntly.
Mute with amazement and sorrow, Priscilla the Puritan
maiden
Looked into Alden’s face, her eyes dilated with
wonder,
Feeling his words like a blow, that stunned her and
rendered her speechless;
Till at length she exclaimed, interrupting the ominous
silence:
“If the great Captain of Plymouth is so very
eager to wed me,
Why does he not come himself, and take the trouble
to woo me?
If I am not worth the wooing, I surely am not worth
the winning!”
Then John Alden began explaining and smoothing the
matter,
Making it worse as he went, by saying the Captain
was busy,—
Had no time for such things;—such things!
the words grating harshly
Fell on the ear of Priscilla; and swift as a flash
she made answer:
“Has he no time for such things, as you call
it, before he is married,
Would he be likely to find it, or make it, after the
wedding?
That is the way with you men; you don’t understand
us, you cannot.
When you have made up your minds, after thinking of
this one and that one,
Choosing, selecting, rejecting, comparing one with
another,
Then you make known your desire, with abrupt and sudden
avowal,
And are offended and hurt, and indignant perhaps,
that a woman
Does not respond at once to a love that she never
suspected,
Does not attain at a bound the height to which you
have been climbing.