Having the graces of speech, and skill in the turning of phrases.”
Taking the hand of his friend, who still was reluctant and doubtful,
Holding it long in his own, and pressing it kindly, he added:
“Though I have spoken thus lightly, yet deep is the feeling that prompts me;
Surely you cannot refuse what I ask in the name of our friendship!”
Then made answer John Alden: “The name of friendship is sacred;
What you demand in that name, I have not the power to deny you!”
So the strong will prevailed, subduing and moulding the gentler,
Friendship prevailed over love, and Alden went on his errand.
III
THE LOVER’S ERRAND
So the strong will prevailed, and Alden went on his
errand,
Out of the street of the village, and into the paths
of the forest,
Into the tranquil woods, where blue-birds and robins
were building
Towns in the populous trees, with hanging gardens
of verdure,
Peaceful, aerial cities of joy and affection and freedom.
All around him was calm, but within him commotion
and conflict,
Love contending with friendship, and self with each
generous impulse.
To and fro in his breast his thoughts were heaving
and dashing,
As in a foundering ship, with every roll of the vessel,
Washes the bitter sea, the merciless surge of the
ocean!
“Must I relinquish it all,” he cried with
a wild lamentation,
“Must I relinquish it all, the joy, the hope,
the illusion?
Was it for this I have loved, and waited, and worshipped
in silence?
Was it for this I have followed the flying feet and
the shadow
Over the wintry sea, to the desolate shores of New
England?
Truly the heart is deceitful, and out of its depths
of corruption
Rise, like an exhalation, the misty phantoms of passion;
Angels of light they seem, but are only delusions
of Satan.
All is clear to me now; I feel it, I see it distinctly!
This is the hand of the Lord; it is laid upon me in
anger,
For I have followed too much the heart’s desires
and devices,
Worshipping Astaroth blindly, and impious idols of
Baal.
This is the cross I must bear; the sin and the swift
retribution.”
So through the Plymouth woods John Alden went on
his errand;
Crossing the brook at the ford, where it brawled over
pebble and shallow,
Gathering still, as he went, the May-flowers blooming
around him,
Fragrant, filling the air with a strange and wonderful
sweetness,
Children lost in the woods, and covered with leaves
in their slumber.
“Puritan flowers,” he said, “and
the type of Puritan maidens,
Modest and simple and sweet, the very type of Priscilla!
So I will take them to her; to Priscilla the May-flower
of Plymouth,
Modest and simple and sweet, as a parting gift will
I take them;
Breathing their silent farewells, as they fade and
wither and perish,
Soon to be thrown away as is the heart of the giver.”