Is it too late then,
Evelyn Hope?
What,
your soul was pure and true,
The good stars met in
your horoscope,
Made
you of spirit, fire, and dew
And just because I was
thrice as old,
And
our paths in the world diverged so wide,
Each was naught to each,
must I be told?
We
were fellow mortals, naught beside?
No, indeed! for God
above
Is
great to grant, as mighty to make,
And creates the love
to reward the love:
I
claim you still, for my own love’s sake!
Delayed it may be for
more lives yet,
Through
worlds I shall traverse, not a few;
Much is to learn, much
to forget
Ere
the time be come for taking you.
But the time will come,—at
last it will,
When,
Evelyn Hope, what meant (I shall say)
In the lower earth,
in the years long still,
That
body and soul so pure and gay?
Why your hair was amber,
I shall divine,
And
your mouth of your own geranium’s red—
And what would you do
with me, in fine,
In
the new life come in the old one’s stead?
I have lived (I shall
say) so much since then,
Given
up myself so many times,
Gained me the gains
of various men,
Ransacked
the ages, spoiled the climes;
Yet one thing, one,
in my soul’s full scope,
Either
I missed or itself missed me:
And I want and find
you, Evelyn Hope!
What
is the issue? let us see!
I loved you, Evelyn,
all the while!
My
heart seemed full as it could hold;
There was place and
to spare for the frank young smile,
And
the red young mouth, and the hair’s young gold.
So hush,—I
will give you this leaf to keep;
See,
I shut it inside the sweet cold hand!
There, that is our secret:
go to sleep!
You
will wake, and remember, and understand.
* * * * *
PROSPICE
Fear death?—to
feel the fog in my throat,
The
mist in my face,
When the snows begin,
and the blasts denote
I
am nearing the place,
The power of the night,
the press of the storm,
The
post of the foe;
Where he stands, the
Arch-Fear in a visible form,
Yet
the strong man must go:
For the journey is done
and the summit attained,
And
the barriers fall,
Though a battle’s
to fight ere the guerdon be gained,
The
reward of it all.
I was ever a fighter,
so—one fight more,
The
best and the last!
I would hate that death
bandaged my eyes, and forbore,
And
bade me creep past.
No! let me taste the
whole of it, fare like my peers
The
heroes of old,