When I sewed or drew,
I
recall
How he looked as if
I sung,—
Sweetly
too.
If I spoke a word,
First
of all
Up his cheek the color
sprung,
Then
he heard.
Sitting by my side,
At
my feet,
So he breathed but air
I breathed,
Satisfied!
I, too, at love’s
brim
Touched
the sweet:
I would die if death
bequeathed
Sweet
to him.
“Speak, I love
thee best!”
He
exclaimed:
“Let thy love
my own foretell!”
I
confessed:
“Clasp my heart
on thine
Now
unblamed,
Since upon thy soul
as well
Hangeth
mine!”
Was it wrong to own,
Being
truth?
Why should all the giving
prove
His
alone?
I had wealth and ease,
Beauty,
youth:
Since my lover gave
me love,
I
gave these.
That was all I meant,—
To
be just,
And the passion I had
raised
To
content.
Since he chose to change
Gold
for dust,
If I gave him what he
praised
Was
it strange?
Would he loved me yet,
On
and on,
While I found some way
undreamed—
Paid
my debt!
Gave more life and more,
Till
all gone,
He should smile—“She
never seemed
Mine
before.
“What, she felt
the while,
Must
I think?
Love’s so different
with us men!”
He
should smile:
“Dying for my
sake—
White
and pink!
Can’t we touch
these bubbles then
But
they break?”
Dear, the pang is brief,
Do
thy part,
Have thy pleasure!
How perplexed
Grows
belief!
Well, this cold clay
clod
Was
man’s heart:
Crumble it, and what
comes next?
Is
it God?
EVELYN HOPE
Beautiful Evelyn Hope
is dead!
Sit
and watch by her side an hour.
That is her book-shelf,
this her bed:
She
plucked that piece of geranium-flower,
Beginning to die too,
in the glass:
Little
has yet been changed, I think;
The shutters are shut,
no light may pass
Save
two long rays through the hinge’s chink.
Sixteen years old when
she died!
Perhaps
she had scarcely heard my name;
It was not her time
to love; beside,
Her
life had many a hope and aim,
Duties enough and little
cares,
And
now was quiet, now astir,
Till God’s hand
beckoned unawares—
And
the sweet white brow is all of her.