I am grown peaceful
as old age to-night.
I regret little, I would
change still less.
Since there my past
life lies, why alter it?
The very wrong to Francis!—it
is true
I took his coin, was
tempted and complied,
And built this house
and sinned, and all is said.
My father and my mother
died of want.
Well, had I riches of
my own? you see
How one gets rich!
Let each one bear his lot.
They were born poor,
lived poor, and poor they died;
And I have labored somewhat
in my time
And not been paid profusely.
Some good son
Paint my two hundred
pictures—let him try!
No doubt, there’s
something strikes a balance. Yes,
You loved me quite enough,
it seems to-night.
This must suffice me
here. What would one have?
In heaven, perhaps,
new chances, one more chance—
Four great walls in
the New Jerusalem,
Meted on each side by
the angel’s reed,
For Leonard, Rafael,
Agnolo, and me
To cover—the
three first without a wife,
While I have mine!
So still they overcome—
Because there’s
still Lucrezia,—as I choose.
Again the cousin’s whistle! Go, my love.
A TOCCATA OF GALUPPI’S
O GALLUPI, Baldassaro,
this is very sad to find!
I can hardly misconceive
you; it would prove me deaf and blind:
But although I take
your meaning, ’tis with such a heavy mind!
Have you come with your
old music, and here’s all the good it brings?
What, they lived once
thus at Venice where the merchants were the
kings,
Where Saint Mark’s
is, where the Doges used to wed the sea with
rings?
Ay, because the sea’s
the street there; and ’tis arched by—what
you
call—
Shylock’s bridge
with houses on it, where they kept the carnival:
I was never out of England—it’s
as if I saw it all.
Did young people take
their pleasure when the sea was warm in May?
Balls and masks begun
at midnight, burning ever to mid-day,
When they made up fresh
adventures for the morrow, do you say?
Was a lady such a lady,
cheeks so round and lips so red,—
On her neck the small
face buoyant, like a bell-flower on its bed,
O’er the breast’s
superb abundance where a man might base his head?
Well, and it was graceful
of them: they’d break talk off and afford—
She to bite her mask’s
black velvet, he to finger on his sword,
While you sat and played
Toccatas, stately at the clavichord!
What? Those lesser
thirds so plaintive, sixths diminished, sigh on
sigh,
Told them something?
Those suspensions, those solutions—“Must
we
die?”
Those commiserating
sevenths—“Life might last! we can
but try!”