I could not wear here plainer to my sight
Than that first kiss. The second passed in height
The first, and sought the forehead, and half missed,
Half falling on the hair. Oh, beyond meed!
That was the chrism of love, which love’s own crown
With sanctifying sweetness did precede.
The third upon my lips was folded down
In perfect purple state; since when, indeed,
I have been proud, and said “My love, my own!”
I LIVED with visions
for my company,
Instead
of men and women, years ago,
And
found them gentle mates, nor thought to know
A sweeter music than
they played to me.
But soon their trailing
purple was not free
Of
this world’s dust, their lutes did silent grow,
And
I myself grew faint and blind below
Their vanishing eyes.
Then THOU didst come—to be,
Beloved,
what they seemed. Their shining fronts,
Their songs, their splendors
(better, yet the same,
As
river-water hallowed into fonts),
Met in thee, and from
out thee overcame
My
soul with satisfaction of all wants,
Because God’s
gifts put man’s best dreams to shame.
BELOVED, my beloved,
when I think
That
thou wast in the world a year ago,
What
time I sat alone here in the snow,
And saw no footprint,
heard the silence sink
No moment at thy voice,
but, link by link,
Went
counting all my chains as if that so
They
never could fall off at any blow
Struck by thy possible
hand—why, thus I drink
Of
life’s great cup of wonder! Wonderful,
Never to feel thee thrill
the day or night
With
personal act or speech, nor ever cull
Some prescience of thee
with the blossoms white
Thou
sawest growing! Atheists are as dull,
Who cannot guess God’s
presence out of sight.
BECAUSE thou hast the
power and own’st the grace
To
look through and behind this mask of me,
(Against
which years have beat thus blanchingly
With their rains!) and
behold my soul’s true face,
The dim and weary witness
of life’s race;
Because
thou hast the faith and love to see,
Through
that same soul’s distracting lethargy,
The patient angel waiting
for his place
In
the new heavens; because nor sin nor woe,
Nor God’s infliction,
nor death’s neighborhood,
Nor
all which others viewing, turn to go,
Nor all which makes
me tired of all, self-viewed,—
Nothing
repels thee.—Dearest, teach me so
To pour out gratitude,
as thou dost, good!