A guest for queens to social pageantries,
With gages from a hundred brighter eyes
Than tears even can make mine, to play thy part
Of chief musician. What hast thou to do
With looking from the lattice-lights at me,
A poor, tired, wandering singer, singing through
The dark, and leaning up a cypress tree?
The chrism is on thine head; on mine the dew:
And Death must dig the level where these agree.
Thou hast thy calling
to some palace-floor,
Most gracious
singer of high poems, where
The dancers
will break footing, from the care
Of watching up thy pregnant
lips for more.
And dost thou lift this
house’s latch, too poor
For hand
of thine? and canst thou think, and bear
To let thy
music drop here unaware
In folds of golden fulness
at my door?
Look up,
and see the casement broken in,
The bats and owlets
builders in the roof!
My cricket
chirps against thy mandolin.
Hush, call no echo up
in further proof
Of desolation!
there’s a voice within
That weeps—as
thou must sing—alone, aloof.
What can I give thee
back, O liberal
And princely
giver, who hast brought the gold
And purple
of thine heart, unstained, untold,
And laid them on the
outside of the wall
For such as I to take
or leave withal,
In unexpected
largesse? Am I cold,
Ungrateful,
that for these most manifold
High gifts, I render
nothing back at all?
Not so;
not cold, but very poor instead.
Ask God, who knows.
For frequent tears have run
The colors
from my life, and left so dead
And pale a stuff, it
were not fitly done
To give
the same as pillow to thy head.
Go farther! let it serve
to trample on.
If thou must love me,
let it be for naught
Except
for love’s sake only. Do not say
“I
love her for her smile, her look, her way
Of speaking gently,
for a trick of thought
That falls in well with
mine, and certes brought
A
sense of pleasant ease on such a day:”
For
these things in themselves, beloved, may
Be changed, or change
for thee; and love so wrought
May
be unwrought so. Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity’s
wiping my cheeks dry:
A
creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and
lose thy love thereby.
But
love me for love’s sake, that evermore
Thou mayst love on through
love’s eternity.
First time he kissed
me, he but only kissed
The
fingers of this hand wherewith I write;
And
ever since it grew more clean and white,
Slow to world-greetings,
quick with its “Oh list!”