really high degree.  It was more like a small fly that makes a large buzz than any considerable factor in his constitution.  He had a companion about this time of whom such a remark is even more true.  This man’s mind was replete with all manner of risky stories, all sorts of sexual details.  He would take long walks with girls of loose character, talk with prostitutes at home and abroad, and yet, I believe, he never proceeded to coitus.

“Such then, was the subject of this notice up to the time of his marriage.  Two men, one might say, in one skin.  One learned, one merely obscene; one a pattern of decorousness, the other a self-polluter.

“On the sexual side he was as one knowing everything there is to know—­yet knowing nothing.  Like the boy-hero in Wedekind’s Fruehling’s Erwachen, he had been long in Egypt, yet he had never seen the pyramids.  He began to distress himself with questions as to whether he was yet capable; whether his recurring vice had not permanently injured him; whether he had made himself unfit for marriage.  So shy and reserved was he about his secret that he could never have brought himself to mention it to a medical man.  ’What! he! the good, the religious! the wholly moral and decorous!’ (such was, indeed, the reputation he had among his friends); ‘he, the victim of a vice so black!’ No, no! ’Secretum meum mihi,’ he cried.

“Fortune, however, was kind to him.  He was at an early age free from financial worries, which had almost crushed him earlier in his career, and he met in course of time the family from which he selected his excellent wife.

“The society in which he lived was of all English classes, I should suppose, the most reticent in matters of sex—­the respectable, lower middle class; shopkeepers and the like, with a tradition of homely religion and virtue.  The classes a little higher in the scale (to which, by the way, his mother had belonged) could far better sympathize with one in his position.  Well, the family of his future wife was of a higher class and, what is far more, of foreign origin, for whom a large number of our English ‘convenances’ do not exist.  To them sex was frankly recognized as a factor in life, and the mother of this household, as he grew more intimate, broached subjects which he had never, in such a manner, discussed before.  It is unnecessary to give here any general history of his relationships with this household, as they have nothing to do with the matter in hand.  After some time he became engaged to the youngest daughter, two years his senior, a woman of remarkable beauty and splendid development, one who attracted him as none other had done, both on account of her intellectual and social qualities and her physical beauty (he had hitherto despaired of finding the two combined in one person), for she is certainly the most beautiful woman with whom he has ever been acquainted.