It ended in my performing cunnilingus on her first, and then obtaining satisfaction between her thighs—­a large step to take after the former limitations.  Previous to this I had on several occasions obtained an emission, without meaning to, by lying on her fully dressed.  She was aware of my disease, which by that time had become a gleet and did not inconvenience me in any way.  From that time until I went back to India we went through the same performance whenever possible, I masturbating her sometimes with the finger, sometimes with the tongue, and having connection with various parts of her body, including the breasts, but always with a condom on account of my disease.  She used to strip for my edification, and we frequently spent the night in the same bed.  I was attracted to her mentally, but not very much physically; that is to say, that if circumstances had not thrown us together I should never have picked her out from other girls as being sexually attractive to me.  I returned to India, and to No. 1, though I kept faithful to No. 2 in word and deed for five months, but gradually the overmastering influence of No. 1 reasserted itself over me.  And then I met No. 3.  We were attracted to each other at first acquaintance, and the attraction was mental and sexual.  She was married and in love with another man, but that did not prevent her from kissing me.  I felt her breasts, masturbated her, and had emissions by lying on her, but she drew the line at one thing, viz., kissing on the lips; and I drew it at coitus.  We arranged a trip together during which I went to bed with her, but never had coitus, though we both had frequent orgasms in other ways.  Before starting on this trip I had thought that I should not see No. 1 again, and she let me kiss her, to my unspeakable joy.  Circumstances, however, intervened, and I went straight to No. 1 after parting with No. 3, told her all I had done, and then kissed her again, leaving her just before her real lover, with whom she was then living, arrived.  Later I returned again to No. 1, now in child to her lover.  We lived together for three nights in spite of this.  She then went home, and I had no connection with any woman for two years, except one black woman, being consumed with love and worship for No. 1.  I was much in society, but never had any luck.  At the end of this time I was traveling one night with a young officer (’X’), slight and effeminate and preferring men to women, with whom I had been until then on friendly but not intimate terms.  I watched him undress and go to bed, and then, having myself undressed, went over to his bunk and put my hand under his clothes.  He at once responded, and I got into his bed, both of us being in a frenzy of passion and surprise.  But I was fairly sure of my ground or I would not have dared to take the risk.  I used often to go to his bed after this, and on one occasion had coitus with a girl on a chair at a ball and the next night with my young