under such circumstances before.[131] Under favoring
conditions some incident of this kind at an early age
may exert a decisive influence on the sexual life.
Tambroni, of Ferrara, records the case of a boy of
11 who first felt voluptuous emotions on seeing in
an illustrated journal the picture of a man trampling
on his daughter; ever afterward he was obliged to
evoke this image in masturbation or coitus.[132] An
instructive case has been recorded by Fere. In
this case a lady of neurotic heredity on one side,
and herself liable to hysteria, experienced her first
sexual crisis at the age of 13, not long after menstruation
had become established, and when she had just recovered
from an attack of chorea. Her old nurse, who
had remained in the service of the family, had a ne’er-do-well
son who had disappeared for some years and had just
now suddenly returned and thrown himself, crying and
sobbing, at the knees of his mother, who thrust him
away. The young girl accidentally witnessed this
scene. The cries and the sobs provoked in her
a sexual excitement she had never experienced before.
She rushed away in surprise to the next room, where,
however, she could still hear the sobs, and soon she
was overcome by a sexual orgasm. She was much
troubled at this occurrence, and at the attraction
which she now experienced for a man she had never seen
before and whom she had always looked upon as a worthless
vagabond. Shortly afterward she had an erotic
dream concerning a man who sobbed at her knees.
Later she again saw the nurse’s son, but was
agreeably surprised to find that, though a good-looking
youth, he no longer caused her any emotion, and he
disappeared from her mind, though the erotic dreams
concerning an unknown sobbing man still occurred rather
frequently. During the next ten years she suffered
from various disorders of more or less hysterical
character, and, although not disinclined to the idea
of marriage, she refused all offers, for no man attracted
her. At the age of 23, when staying in the Pyrenees,
she made an excursion into Spain, and was present
at a bull-fight. She was greatly excited by the
charges of the bull, especially when the charge was
suddenly arrested.[133] She felt no interest in any
of the men who took part in the performance or were
present; no man was occupying her imagination.
But she experienced sexual sensations and accompanying
general exhilaration, which were highly agreeable.
After one bull had charged successively several times
the orgasm took place. She considered the whole
performance barbarous, but could not resist the desire
to be present at subsequent bull-fights, a desire
several times gratified, always with the same results,
which were often afterward repeated in dreams.
From that time she began to take an interest in horse-races,
which she now found produced the same effect, though
not to the same degree, especially when there was a
fall. She subsequently married, but never experienced
sexual satisfaction except under these abnormal circumstances
or in dreams.[134]