being peculiar, was a most common one, and I was quickly
initiated into all the mysteries of inversion,
with its freemasonry and ‘argot.’
Altogether my experience of inverts has been a
pretty wide and varied one, and I have always endeavored
to classify and compare cases which have come under
my notice with a view to arriving at some sort
of conclusion or explanation.
“I suppose it is due to female versatility or impressibility that it is possible for me to experience mentally the emotions attributable to either sex, according to the age and temperament of my companion; for instance, with one older than myself, possessing well-marked male characteristics, I am able to feel all that surrender and dependence which is so essentially feminine. On the other hand, if with a youth of feminine type and behavior I can realize, with an equal amount of pleasure, the tender, yet dominant, attitude of the male.
“I experience no particular ‘horror’ of women sexually. I should imagine that my feeling toward them resembles very much what normal people feel with regard to others of their own sex.” M.N. remarks that he cannot whistle, and that his favorite color is green.
In this case the subject easily found a moral modus vivendi with his inverted instinct, and he takes its gratification for granted. In the following case, which, I believe, is typical of a large group, the subject has never yielded to his inverted impulses, and, except so far as masturbation is concerned, has preserved strict chastity.
HISTORY IX.—R.S., aged 31, American of French descent. “Upon the question of heredity I may say that I belong to a reasonably healthy, prolific, and long-lived family. On my father’s side, however, there is a tendency toward pulmonary troubles. He himself died of pneumonia, and two of his brothers and a nephew of consumption. Neither of my parents were morbid or eccentric. Excepting for a certain shyness with strangers, my father was a very masculine man. My mother is somewhat nervous, but is not imaginative, nor at all demonstrative in her affections. I think that my own imaginative and artistic temperament must come from my father’s side. Perhaps my French ancestry has something to do with it. With the exception of my maternal grandfather, all my progenitors have been of French descent. My mother’s father was English.
“I possess a mercurial temperament and a strong sense of the ludicrous. Though my physique is slight, my health has always been excellent. Of late years especially I have been greatly given to introspection and self-scrutiny, but have never had any hallucinations, mental delusions, nor hysterics, and am not at all superstitious. Spiritualistic manifestations, hypnotic dabblings, and the other psychical fads of the day have little or no attraction for me. In fact, I have always been skeptical of them, and they rather