sense, very keen on games, interested in their lessons,
and very independent, but at the same time with marked
feminine characteristics and popular with the opposite
sex. After the first feeling of interest there
was a subtle excitement and desire to meet again.
All their thoughts were occupied with the subject.
Each day they managed as many private meetings as
possible. They met in the passages in order to
say good-night with many embraces. As far as possible
they hid their feelings from the rest of their world.
They became inseparable, and a very lasting and real,
but somewhat emotional, affection, in which the sexual
element was certainly marked, sprang up between them.
Although at the time they were both quite ignorant
of sexual matters, yet they indulged their sexual
instincts to some extent. They felt surcharged
with hitherto unexperienced feelings and emotions,
instinct urged them to let these have play, but instinctively
they also had a feeling that to do so would be wrong.
This feeling they endeavored to argue out and find
reasons for. When parted for any length of time
they felt very miserable and wrote pages to one another
every day, pouring forth in writing their feelings
for one another. In this time of active attraction
they both became deeply religious for a time.
The active part of the affection continued for three
or four years, and now, after an interval of ten years,
they are both exceedingly fond of one another, although
their paths in life are divided and each has since
experienced love for a man. Both look back upon
the sexual element in their friendship with some interest.
It may be remarked in passing that A. and B. are both
attractive girls to men and women, and B. especially
appears always to have roused ‘rave’ feelings
in her own sex, without the slightest encouragement
on her part. The duration of this ‘rave’
was exceptionally long, the majority only lasting
a few months, while some girls have one ‘rave’
after another or two or three together.
“I may mention one other case, where I believe
that if it a sexual basis this was not recognized
by the parties concerned or their friends. Two
girls, over 20 years of age, passed in a corridor.
A few words were exchanged: the beginning of
a very warm and fast friendship. They said it
was not a ‘rave.’ They were
absolutely devoted to one another, but from what I
know of them and what they have since told me, their
feelings were quite free from any sexual desires,
though their love for one another was great.
When parted they exchanged letters daily, but were
always endeavoring to urge one another on in all the
virtues, and as far as I can gather they never gave
way to any feeling they thought was not for the good
of their souls.
“Letters and presents are exchanged, vows of
eternal love are made, quarrels are engaged in for
the mere pleasure of reconciliation, and jealousy
is easily manifested. Although ‘raves’
are chiefly found among school-girls, they are by
no means confined to them, but are common among any
community of women of any age, say, under 30, and are
not unknown among married women when there is no inversion.
In these oases there is usually, of course, no ignorance
of sexual matters.