at all points sensitive to human emotions, and, sexuality
being the most intellectually undetermined of the
appetites after hunger, the actor might discover
in himself a sort of sexual indifference, out
of which a sexual aberration could easily arise.
A man devoid of this imaginative flexibility could
not be a successful actor. The man who possesses
it would be exposed to divagations of the sexual
instinct under esthetical or merely wanton influences.
Something of the same kind is applicable to musicians
and artists, in whom sexual inversion prevails beyond
the average. They are conditioned by their
esthetical faculty, and encouraged by the circumstances
of their life to feel and express the whole gamut
of emotional experience. Thus they get an environment
which (unless they are sharply otherwise differentiated)
leads easily to experiments in passion. All this
joins on to what you call the ‘variational
diathesis’ of men of genius. But I
should seek the explanation of the phenomenon less
in the original sexual constitution than in the
exercise of sympathetic, assimilative emotional
qualities, powerfully stimulated and acted on
by the conditions of the individual’s life.
The artist, the singer, the actor, the painter, are
more exposed to the influences out of which sexual
differentiation in an abnormal direction may arise.
Some persons are certainly made abnormal by nature,
others, of this sympathetic artistic temperament,
may become so through their sympathies plus their
conditions of life.” It is possible
there may be some element of truth in this view,
which my correspondent regarded as purely hypothetical.
In this connection I may, perhaps, mention a moral
quality which is very often associated with dramatic
aptitude, and also with minor degrees of nervous degeneration,
and that is vanity and the love of applause. While
among a considerable section of inverts it is not more
marked than among the non-inverted, if not, indeed,
less marked, among another section it is found in
an exaggerated degree. In at least one of my cases
vanity and delight in admiration, both as regards
personal qualities and artistic productions, reach
an almost morbid extent. And the quotations from
letters written by various others of my subjects show
a curious complacency in the description of their
personal physical characters, markedly absent in other
cases. It is suggested by Alexander Schmid, on
the basis of Adler’s views, that this vanity,
which sometimes in the inverted artist becomes an
exalted pride, as of a guardian of sacred mysteries,
may be regarded as an effort to secure a compensation
for the consciousness of feminine defect.[222]