form in hysterical conditions. It is probably
to some extent simply the result of a conflict in
consciousness with a merely physical impulse which
is strong enough to assert itself in spite of the
emotional and intellectual abhorrence of the subject.
It is thus but an extreme form of the disgust which
all sexual physical manifestations tend to inspire
in a person who is not inclined to respond to them.
Somewhat similar psychic disgust and physical pain
are produced in the attempts to stimulate the sexual
emotions and organs when these are exhausted by exercise.
In the detailed history which Moll presents, of the
sexual experiences of a sister in an American nursing
guild,—a most instructive history of a woman
fairly normal except for the results of repressed
sexual emotion, and with strong moral tendencies,—various
episodes are narrated well illustrating the way in
which sexual excitement becomes unpleasant or even
painful when it takes place as a physical reflex which
the emotions and intellect are all the time struggling
against.[247] It is quite probable, however, that
there is a physiological, as well as a psychic, factor
in this phenomenon, and Sollier, in his elaborate
study of the nature and genesis of hysteria, by insisting
on the capital importance of the disturbance of sensibility
in hysteria, and the definite character of the phenomena
produced in the passage between anaesthesia and normal
sensation, has greatly helped to reveal the mechanism
of this feature of auto-erotic excitement in the hysterical.
No doubt there has been a tendency to exaggerate the
unpleasant character of the auto-erotic phenomena
of hysteria. That tendency was an inevitable
reaction against an earlier view, according to which
hysteria was little more than an unconscious expression
of the sexual emotions and as such was unscientifically
dismissed without any careful investigation. I
agree with Breuer and Freud that the sexual needs
of the hysterical are just as individual and various
as those of normal women, but that they suffer from
them more, largely through a moral struggle with their
own instincts, and the attempt to put them into the
background of consciousness.[248] In many hysterical
and psychically abnormal women, auto-erotic phenomena,
and sexual phenomena generally, are highly pleasurable,
though such persons may be quite innocent of any knowledge
of the erotic character of the experience. I
have come across interesting and extreme examples of
this in the published experiences of the women followers
of the American religious leader, T.L. Harris,
founder of the “Brotherhood of the New Life.”
Thus, in a pamphlet entitled “Internal Respiration,”
by Respiro, a letter is quoted from a lady physician,
who writes: “One morning I awoke with a
strange new feeling in the womb, which lasted for a
day or two; I was so very happy, but the joy was in
my womb, not in my heart."[249] “At last,”
writes a lady quoted in the same pamphlet, “I
fell into a slumber, lying on my back with arms and