there were times, too, when she was very silent and
sad. She had been very happy and the great catastrophe
had overtaken her suddenly, leaving her absolutely
without friends. She wanted to be hidden from
the world, and by one of those strange contrasts often
found in weak people she had suddenly made a very
bold resolution and had successfully carried it out.
She had come straight to a man she had never seen,
but whom she knew very well by reputation, and had
told him her story and asked him to help her; and
she had not come in vain. The person who advised
her to go to the Reverend Augustin Ambrose knew that
there was not a better man to whom she could apply.
She had found what she wanted, a sort of deserted
village where she would never be obliged to meet any
one, since there was absolutely no society; she had
found a good man upon whom she felt she could rely
in case of further difficulty; and she had not come
upon false pretences, for she had told her whole story
quite frankly. For a woman who was naturally
timid she had done a thing requiring considerable
courage, and she was astonished at her own boldness
after she had done it. But in her peaceful retreat,
she reflected that she could not possibly have left
England, as many women in her position would have
done, simply because the idea of exile was intolerable
to her; she reflected also that if she had settled
in any place where there was any sort of society her
story would one day have become known, and that if
she had spent years in studying her situation she could
not have done better than in going boldly to the vicar
of Billingsfield and explaining her sad position to
him. She had found a haven of rest after many
months of terrible anxiety and she hoped that she
might end her days in peace and in the spot she had
chosen. But she was very young—not
thirty years of age yet—and her little
girl would soon grow up—and then? Evidently
her dream of peace was likely to be of limited duration;
but she resigned herself to the unpleasant possibilities
of the future with a good grace, in consideration
of the advantages she enjoyed in the present.
Mrs. Ambrose was at home when Mrs. Goddard and little
Eleanor came to the vicarage. Indeed Mrs. Ambrose
was rarely out in the afternoon, unless something
very unusual called her away. She received her
visitor with the stern hospitality she exercised towards
strangers. The strangers she saw were generally
the near relations of the young gentlemen whom her
husband received for educational purposes. She
stood in the front drawing-room, that is to say, in
the most impressive chamber of that fortress which
is an Englishman’s house. It was a formal
room, arranged by a fixed rule and the order of it
was maintained inflexibly; no event could be imagined
of such terrible power as to have caused the displacement
of one of those chairs, of one of those ornaments
upon the chimney-piece, of one of those engravings
upon the walls. The walls were papered with one