“Without Cinders!” She stared at him mystified, then began to laugh. “Trevor, I believe you are jealous of Cinders!”
“Perhaps,” he said. “Anyhow, I should prefer your portrait without him. You look like a baby of six cuddling a toy.”
“I wonder what makes you so anxious to marry me,” said Chris unexpectedly.
Mordaunt still smiled at her. “Strange, isn’t it?” he said.
“Yes, I can’t understand it in the least.” She shook her head with a puzzled expression. “It’s a pity you don’t like that photograph. I’m sure Cinders has come out beautifully. And he isn’t a bit like a toy.”
“Yes, but I don’t want Cinders.”
Chris looked at him with sudden misgiving. “But, Trevor, when—when we are married—”
“Oh, of course,” he said at once. “I didn’t mean that. I haven’t the smallest wish to part you from him. It’s only his photograph I have no use for.”
Her face cleared magically. “Dear Trevor, I quite understand. And I would go and be done again to-morrow if I had the money, but I haven’t.”
“Are you very hard up?” he asked.
She nodded. “Horribly. I’m very extravagant, too—at least, Aunt Philippa says so. I can’t bear asking her for money. In fact, I—I—”
She hesitated, avoiding his eyes. “Shall I tell you something, Trevor?” she said in a whisper. “It’s something I haven’t told anyone else!”
“Of course tell me!” He took her two hands into his, holding them up against his heart.
“Well—it’s a secret, you know—I—I—” She raised her face in sudden pleading. “Promise you won’t be cross, Trevor.”
“I promise, dear,” he answered gravely.
“Well, I’m afraid it’s rather bad of me. I haven’t been paying for things lately. I simply couldn’t. London is a dreadful place for spending money, isn’t it? It’s all quite little things, but they mount up shockingly. And—and—Aunt Philippa is bound to give me some money presently for my—my trousseau. So I thought—I thought—” She came nearer to him; she laid her cheek coaxingly against his breast. “Trevor, you said you wouldn’t be cross.”
He put his hand on her bright hair. “I am not cross, dear. I am only sorry.”
Chris was inclined to be a little tearful. She did not quite know what had led her to tell him—it had been the impulse of a moment—but it was a vast relief to feel he knew.
“I’m not a very good manager, I’m afraid,” she said. “But there are certain things one must have, and they do add up so. I believe it’s the odd halfpennies and farthings that do it. Don’t you ever find that?”
“I can quite imagine it,” he said.
“Yes, they’re so deceptive. I wonder why two-and-elevenpence three-farthings sound so much less than three shillings. It’s a snare and a delusion. I don’t think it ought to be allowed.” She raised her head with her April smile. “I’m very glad I told you, Trevor. You’re very nice about things. I was afraid you would be like Aunt Philippa, but you are not in the least.”