Lady Connie eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 449 pages of information about Lady Connie.

Lady Connie eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 449 pages of information about Lady Connie.

He stood over her, a splendid accusing figure, and the excited girl beside him was bewildered by the adroitness with which he had carried the war into her own country.

“How mean!—­how ungenerous!” Her agitation would hardly let her speak coherently.  “When we were riding, you ordered me—­yes, it was practically that!—­you warned me, in a manner that nobody—­nobody —­has any right to use with me—­unless he were my fiance or my husband—­that I was not to dance with Otto Radowitz—­I was not to see so much of Mr. Sorell.  So just to show you that I was really not at your beck and call—­that you could not do exactly what you liked with me—­I danced with Mr. Radowitz last night, and I refused to dance with you.  Oh, yes, I know I was foolish—­I daresay I was in a temper too—­but how you can make that any excuse for your attack on that poor boy—­how you can make me responsible, if—­”

Her voice failed her.  But Falloden saw that he had won some advantage, and he pushed on.

“I only want to point out that a man is not exactly a stock or a stone to be played with as you played with me last night.  Those things are dangerous!  Can you deny—­that you have given me some reason to hope—­since we met again—­to hope confidently, that you might change your mind?  Would you have let me arrange those rides for you—­unknown to your friends—­would you have met me in the woods, those heavenly times—­would you have danced with me as you did—­would you have let me pay you in public every sort of attention that a man can pay to a girl, when he wants to marry her, the night of the Marmion ball—­if you had not felt something for me—­if you had not meant to give me a little hope—­to keep the thing at least uncertain?  No!—­if this business does turn out badly, I shall have remorse enough, God knows—­but you can’t escape!  If you punish me for it, if I alone am to pay the penalty, it will be not only Radowitz that has a grievance—­not only Radowitz whose life will have been spoilt!”

She turned to him—­hypnotised, subdued, by the note of fierce accusation—­by that self-pity of the egotist—­which looked out upon her from the young man’s pale face and tense bearing.

“No”—­she said trembling—­“no—­it is quite true—­I have treated you badly.  I have behaved wilfully and foolishly.  But that was no reason—­no excuse—­”

“What’s the good of talking of ’reason’—­or excuse’?” Falloden interrupted violently.  “Do you understand that I am in love with you—­and what that means to a man?  I tore myself away from Oxford, because I knew that if I stayed another day within reach of you—­after that first ride—­I should lose my class—­disappoint my father—­and injure my career.  I could think of nothing but you—­dream of nothing but you.  And I said to myself that my success—­my career—­might after all be your affair as well as mine.  And so I went.  And I’m not going to boast of what it cost me to go, knowing that other people would

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