by name as a person who was in the habit of visiting
daily the Ministry of Foreign Affairs—doubtless
with the nefarious purpose of obtaining by illegal
means secret political information—and the
police had concluded that I was a fit and proper person
to be closely watched. In reality, my relations
with the Russian Foreign Office, though inconvenient
to the ex-ambassador, were perfectly regular and above-board—sanctioned,
in fact, by Prince Gortchakoff—but the
indelicate attentions of the secret police were none
the less extremely unwelcome, because some intelligent
police-agent might get onto the real scent, and cause
me serious inconvenience. I determined, therefore,
to break off all relations with Dimitri Ivan’itch
and his friends, and postpone my studies to a more
convenient season; but that decision did not entirely
extricate me from my difficulties. The collection
of revolutionary pamphlets was still in my possession,
and I had promised to return it. For some little
time I did not see how I could keep my promise without
compromising myself or others, but at last—after
having had my shadowers carefully shadowed in order
to learn accurately their habits, and having taken
certain elaborate precautions, with which I need not
trouble the reader, as he is not likely ever to require
them—I paid a visit secretly to Dimitri
Ivan’itch in his small room, almost destitute
of furniture, handed him the big parcel of pamphlets,
warned him not to visit me again, and bade him farewell.
Thereupon we went our separate ways and I saw him
no more. Whether he subsequently played a leading
part in the movement I never could ascertain, because
I did not know his real name; but if the conception
which I formed of his character was at all accurate,
he probably ended his career in Siberia, for he was
not a man to look back after having put his hand to
the plough. That is a peculiar trait of the Russian
revolutionists of the period in question. Their
passion for realising an impossible ideal was incurable.
Many of them were again and again arrested; and as
soon as they escaped or were liberated they almost
invariably went back to their revolutionary activity
and worked energetically until they again fell into
the clutches of the police.
From this digression into the sphere of personal reminiscences
I return now and take up again the thread of the narrative.
We have seen how the propaganda and the agitation
had failed, partly because the masses showed themselves
indifferent or hostile, and partly because the Government
adopted vigorous repressive measures. We have
seen, too, how the leaders found themselves in face
of a formidable dilemma; either they must abandon
their schemes or they must attack their persecutors.
The more energetic among them, as I have already stated,
chose the latter alternative, and they proceeded at
once to carry out their policy. In the course
of a single year (February, 1878, to February, 1879)
a whole series of terrorist crimes was committed; in