in this respect. For his house at Formiae they
gave him half as much. We hear of his rebuilding
the house. He had advertised the contract, he
tells us in the same letter in which he complains
of the insufficient compensation. Some of his
valuables he recovered, but we hear no more of collecting.
He had lost heart for it, as men will when such a disaster
has happened to them. He was growing older too,
and the times were growing more and more troublous.
Possibly money was not so plentiful with him as it
had been in earlier days. But we have one noble
monument of the man connected with the second of his
two Tusculum houses. He makes it the scene of
the “Discussions of Tusculum,” one of the
last of the treatises in the writing of which he found
consolation for private and public sorrows. He
describes himself as resorting in the afternoon to
his “Academy,” and there discussing how
the wise man may rise superior to the fear of death,
to pain and to sorrow, how he may rule his passions,
and find contentment in virtue alone. “If
it seems,” he says, summing up the first of
these discussions, “if it seems the clear bidding
of God that we should quit this life [he seems to
be speaking of suicide, which appeared to a Roman
to be, under certain circumstances, a laudable act],
let us obey gladly and thankfully. Let us consider
that we are being loosed from prison, and released
from chains, that we may either find our way back
to a home that is at once everlasting and manifestly
our own, or at least be quit forever of all sensation
and trouble. If no such bidding come to us, let
us at least cherish such a temper that we may look
on that day so dreadful to others as full of blessing
to us; and let us look on nothing that is ordered
for us either by the everlasting gods or by nature,
our common mother, as an evil. It is not by some
random chance that we have been created. There
is beyond all doubt some mighty Power which watches
over the race of man, which does not produce a creature
whose doom it is, after having exhausted all other
woes, to fall at last into the unending woe of death.
Rather let us believe that we have in death a haven
and refuge prepared for us. I would that we might
sail thither with widespread sails; if not, if contrary
winds shall blow us back, still we must needs reach,
though it may be somewhat late, the haven where we
would be. And as for the fate which is the fate
of all, how can it be the unhappiness of one?”
CHAPTER VII.
A GREAT CONSPIRACY.
Sergius Catiline belonged to an ancient family which had fallen into poverty. In the evil days of Sulla, when the nobles recovered the power which they had lost, and plundered and murdered their adversaries, he had shown himself as cruel and as wicked as any of his fellows. Like many others he had satisfied grudges of his own under pretense of serving his party, and had actually killed his brother-in-law with his