is the absence of sin. I have some sense myself
of the sacred duty of surprise; and the need of seeing
the old road as a new road. But I cannot claim
that whenever I go out for a walk with my family and
friends, I rush in front of them volleying vociferous
shouts of happiness; or even leap up round them attempting
to lick their faces. It is in this power of
beginning again with energy upon familiar and homely
things that the dog is really the eternal type of
the Western civilisation. And the donkey is really
as different as is the Eastern civilisation.
His very anarchy is a sort of secrecy; his very revolt
is a secret. He does not leap up because he wishes
to share my walk, but to follow his own way, as lonely
as the wild ass of Scripture. My own beast of
burden supports the authority of Scripture by being
a very wild ass. I have given him the name of
Trotsky, because he seldom trots, but either scampers
or stands still. He scampers all over the field
when it is necessary to catch him, and stands still
when it is really urgent to drive him. He also
breaks fences, eats vegetables, and fulfills other
functions; between delays and destructions he could
ruin a really poor man in a day. I wish this
fact were more often remembered, in judging whether
really poor men have really been cruel to donkeys.
But I assure the reader that I am not cruel to my donkey;
the cruelty is all the other way. He kicks the
people who try to catch him; and again I am haunted
by a dim human parallel. For it seems to me
that many of us, in just detestation of the dirty trick
of cruelty to animals, have really a great deal of
patience with animals; more patience, I fear, than
many of us have with human beings. Suppose I
had to go out and catch my secretary in a field every
morning; and suppose my secretary always kicked me
by way of beginning the day’s work; I wonder
whether that day’s work would resume its normal
course as if nothing had happened. Nothing graver
than these grotesque images and groping speculations
would come into my conscious mind just then, though
at the back of it there was an indescribable sense
of regret and parting. All through my wanderings
the dog remained in my memory as a Dickensian and
domestic emblem of England; and if it is difficult
to take a donkey seriously, it ought to be easiest,
at least, for a man who is going to Jerusalem.
There was a cloud of Christmas weather on the great
grey beech-woods and the silver cross of the cross-roads.
For the four roads that meet in the market-place of
my little town make one of the largest and simplest
of such outlines on the map of England; and the shape
as it shines on that wooded chart always affects me
in a singular fashion. The sight of the cross-roads
is in a true sense the sign of the cross. For
it is the sign of a truly Christian thing; that sharp
combination of liberty and limitation which we call
choice. A man is entirely free to choose between
right and left, or between right and wrong. As
I looked for the last time at the pale roads under
the load of cloud, I knew that our civilisation had
indeed come to the cross-roads. As the paths
grew fainter, fading under the gathering shadow, I
felt rather as if it had lost its way in a forest.